ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚ - UNFORGIVEABLE
simon 'ghost' riley x reader ⸝⸝ navigation ୨୧ tags : angst
୨୧ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : simon riley was the man you trusted most in life, what would happen when he betrays your trust?
"you know for a fine fucking fact that wasn't supposed to happen!” Simon yelled out after seeing you storm off into your two bedroom. It felt like you had all your frustration had draggefd along with you, the atmosphere slightly calmer after you had gone.
Last winter, Simon had a big mission - around 4 months away from you, stuck with members of his team. Which you aren't a part of. So that meant you couldn't really contact him at all, for so long. Just an occasional text came from him as you spammed him. With pictures of yourself doing daily activities: the club with your mates, working, just waking up, your meals throughout the day, stuff like that. There were paragraphs about how much you missed him and all the stuff yous needed to do when he was back. Cool facts you learned that day, stuff that he would find cool. You had sent him links to things you had bought for him. Just basically anything you could do so he would know he is constantly on your mind, at all times.
It just so happens you weren't on his mind constantly. Someone else was on his mind, a coworker, a fellow lieutenant.
They had gone out for drinks, the whole team - after they thought the mission was finished, around 2 months in.
So back to the drinks. The whole team was very drunk and so very hazed. The other woman had her eye on Simon, or as she had known him; ghost. So ofc when they were all a little bit more than just tipsy she would try to do something. Unfortunately, Simon hadn't refused and got into it.
Your boyfriend fucked another woman. A woman he sees nearly every day at work. A woman who had obvious feelings for him.
Huffing at Simons ridiculous statement while tears streamed hot down your face. “whatever” mumbled through your wet lips, blabbering as you listened to angry stomps from the living room you had just exited.
Red thunderclaps follow Simons stamps down the corridor, then a surprising polite knock, well polite for him anyway. No reply came from you as you stifled your tears. "Please." A small whimper sounded from Simon, a small, subtle, silent sound.
“you know i wouldnt on purpose!” he hissed. You could tell his teeth were almost shaving off the pieces of bone from his bottom pair from how he gritted them. You wanted to scream and shout back at him, but you couldn't though. Tears welded your eyes shut and ran past your lips sealing them. Apart from the hiccups and the silent blabbering you didn't peep.
The only thing you could and forced yourself to think of was ‘what now?’
I mean what was it now? Would you stay with him? Would you leave? You love him too much to leave but you cannot stay. You cannot get the image out of your head. The image of him pounding into her like he does, did, with you. The picture of him cumming inside of her. Something you had begged him to do, the picture of them kissing and the picture of them being close in general. Both you and Simon knew how long it took for Simon to get physical with you and it took what? A few hours and he was on top of that other girl.
You didn't want him near you.
Finally getting up and opening the door, to spot a sight of him right across the hall staring at your door. “love, i-i..." his words fall from his lips, slipping away as his voice trails. “please, forgive me.” tears welding your eyes once again, spiking through your tear ducts. Words spurting out,
"I trusted you Simon Riley."
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