I love Ghosts Zombie skin, so enjoy this dirty little drabble/idk what it is (part 2)
MDNI
Zombie!Simon 'Ghost' Riley who got bitten mid-apocalypse to save a civvie and now, a year after the entire world has gone to shit, finds another one—you.
You're rummaging through an apartment of a long abandoned apartment complex, going through cupboards and pantries in the kitchen to look for food and rummaging through bathrooms in search of useful medication and supplies. You don't even realize you're boxed in until Zombie!Ghost stands in the doorway of the apartment on the sixth floor of the complex, blocking your only escape.
There's something...odd about this zombie though. He doesn't lunge, doesn't attack, doesn't grunt in wet noises—he just stares, a unmovable wall of muscle and flesh. He's in black gear, a helmet on his head and a white skull mask showing the decay of his face with blood scattered across it. You're frozen in shock as he scrutinizes you, looming in the doorframe a few feet away while you try to come up with a escape plan because there's no way you can take down a heavily armored 6'4ft zombie.
Zombie!Ghost doesn't know how or why, but the infection didn't turn him as brainless as it did others. After he was bitten, his magazine empty and combat knife with the civvie who didn't make it, he broke his own jaw to ensure he couldn't bite and infect anyone—maybe it's that, he guesses. Maybe the virus knows it can't spread with him since he can't close his jaw, leaving most of his brain intact. His flesh is still decaying though—wounds refusing to heal, occasionally still oozing blood and the nerve endings disconnected leaving him painless for it all.
Zombie!Ghost doesn't move, doesn't want to scare you, so he just stares and you stare back. He's thinks it's strange that someone like you is still alive because you look too soft for what the world has turned into, too weak and delicate. Then you move.
It's so sudden and surprising that Zombie!Ghost needs a moment to react with his decaying brain and body before instinct intervenes and makes him move as well. You're bolting out of the kitchen, trying to run down the narrow hallway towards one of the bedrooms. The government might has turned to shit and the military has been mostly wiped out, but Zombie!Ghost still feels the duty of keeping civilians safe heavy on his shoulders.
You're fast as you bolt, he has to admit that, but his legs are longer and eating up the distance faster than yours. At the bedroom door you barely manage to open in time, his arms wrap around you—caging your arms to your body and lifting you a few inches off the ground to stop you from running. You squirm in his hold immediately, trying to trash and wriggle yourself free with terror written all over your face as you brace for a bite that doesn't come. After almost half a minute, you finally stop squirming. Maybe out of exhaustion, maybe because you're realizing he won't bite or rip you apart.
Your breathing his heavy, labored, when you finally turn your head around to Zombie!Ghost who just stares down on you. "You're...not going to bite me or something..?" you try, never having thought you'd try and talk to a zombie. To your surprise, he actually responds—not with words, he probably can't due to the broken jaw, but he grunts low and you take that as a yes.
Slowly he eases his hold, setting your feet back down on the ground. Zombie!Ghost thinks you're going to bolt again, telling himself that this time he'd let you, but you don't. Instead, you eye him with curiosity and stick around.
Zombie!Simon 'Ghost' Riley thinks you're weird for following him around like a loyal dog, for always sticking close to him and asking yes or no questions he can answer—but after a few days, he starts to appreciate you. You even figured out his name by writing into mud with a stick, pointing at each letter of the alphabet a moment and waiting for him to grunt until you got it. He still thinks you're odd for hanging around a zombie, but he also thinks it's nice to not be alone anymore.
There's a unspoken bargain between you. As payback for your company, Zombie!Ghost keeps you safe. He takes out any zombies crossing your path, presses you close to him when you're forced to go through a hoard so his scent covers yours and helps you scavenge supplies.
At first, the lack of loneliness was everything you two needed but now the hunger can't be satisfied with just that anymore—with conversations by a small fire Zombie!Ghost makes for you to stay warm when the two of you settle for a while, with you telling him all about yourself as he just listens. Zombie!Ghost had often wished to have never gotten infected, but now with you around he wishes he wouldn't have been even more so because he can't have you.
And still, the quiet hunger pooling in his dead gut whenever his cold hand pulls you closer or when his arms wrap around you to carry you away from danger because you're running so much slower than him is undeniable—he didn't even know he could still get hard as a zombie, and now his cock is straining painfully against his cargo pants whenever you subconsciously scoot closer to him when you sleep in seek of warmth.
So, Zombie!Ghost starts testing the water against his better judgment. He let's his hand linger on the small of your back, pulls you closer than needed and holds on for longer—you let him. In shelters when he takes night watch like always because he doesn't need to sleep, he invites you to rest your head on his lap with a gesture and you do.
Over time, he slowly grows bolder. He let's his hand travel up and down your body when you rest your head in his lap in seek of sleep, let's his hand rest on your stomach, then your ribs, then your chest. You don't pull away, don't look disgusted despite his body decaying—if anything, you respond well to it. You twitch under his touch, arch into it with a flush on your cheeks. Perhaps the loneliness is making you as desperate as him.
When the two of you camp in an abandoned house for the night, Zombie!Ghost decides to go all in. After reinforcing the doors and windows to make sure the house is secure, he enters the bedroom you decided to sleep in. You're laying on your back, eyes closed and body lax—only acknowledging the opening and closing of the door with a small furrow of your brows.
"Si'?" you call out quietly, but Zombie!Ghost doesn't respond. He steps closer to the bed, looming over you for a few moments and appreciating the view before his hand finds your hip and starts moving lower your thigh before traveling inwards between your legs—you let him.
Zombie!Simon 'Ghost' Riley's gear is abandoned on the floor along with your clothes, his hard cock buried so deep inside of you that his heavy balls rest against your warm flesh. He doesn't move, turning the situation over in his infected head and judging the morality and ethics of it—but then you moan. "Simon...!" you whine a beat later, and all of his doubts crumble.
He pounds into you hard and relentless, your lively warmth wrapped all around his twitching cock that's leaking pre-cum into you while his balls slap against your skin with each snap of his hips. His broken jaw is hanging open, giving no filter to the moans escaping his throat each time he ruts into you while you make the prettiest sounds yourself.
His cold, dead hands roam all over your skin—leaving goosebumps like a dirty snail trail and making you shiver as you take him. Even after you cum once, twice, then a third time Zombie!Ghost can't stop. He needs more, more of your warmth, more of you and those beautiful noises you make while you get drunk on his cock. When you try to squirm away, overstimulate and oversensitive, he pulls you right back like he did countless of times to keep you safe.
Perhaps the virus has found a new way to spread (though he thinks it unlikely). Perhaps Zombie!Simon 'Ghost' Riley can only fill his undead hunger by pounding you into every surface at any time while the world continues to collapse.
I want to see what people do with this and I'm bored. Soo, Ghost + Anyone roleplay!
(I'd prefer if you reblogged to reply)
Ghost walks into the mess hall nd sits down at a table by himself. It's pretty early, only around 8am or so. Originally, he'd come to see if Soap was in here but the Scotsman wasn't anywhere to be seen. Well, maybe he'll show up.
For a few minutes, Ghost just starts to zone out, staring down at the table and tapping the smooth surface with his pointer finger. Then his thoughts are suddenly pushed away when (whoever you are) sits beside him.
"Hm?" His eyes flick over to you questioningly, just silently glaring staring, expecting you to say something.
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Synopsis: Your neighbor, Mr. Riley, is cold, quiet and impossible to read. He helps out a few times—carrying heavy boxes, fixing things—but never sticks around long enough for a 'thank you' that he doesn't even seem to want. Every conversation ends in silence, every interaction feels wrong.
Then his face appears on the news. He's not just unfriendly —he's a wanted fugitive, linked to multiple murders and armed robberies for which he wore a skull mask to hide his identity.
Shaken but relieved he's gone, you try to move on...until the news break that he has escaped.
!MDNI!
cw: SLOW BURN, reader lives alone and is kinda lonely, reader lives in a shitty neighborhood with a high crime rate, Simon seems like a dick (he kinda is, but also not really), mention and slight description of strangulation, criminal! TF141, kidnapping, captivity, restraining, mention of self-harm/suicide (not descriptive), description of a panic attack, criminal! Simons backstory (altered to fit the story), AU, heavy focus on reader interacting with Simon
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The next day, you managed to keep your mind off your criminal neighbor while at work.
Everyone talked about 'Ghost' but you didn't mention he lived across the hall, deciding that telling anyone would do more harm than good—you don't want to think about him and don't want to draw any attention towards yourself in connection with him.
Later that day, after work, even before you're within a hundred feet of the building the apartment complex feels different.
There's a pair of patrol cars parked out front while a few more cars than usual are parked there as well, their headlights flashing gently through the slush-gray daylight the late and cloudy afternoon provides.
The usual quiet of the street—that everyone uses to stay low—has been replaced by the low crackle of radios, the hum of officers talking into walkies and people in uniforms walking in and out of the building.
You slow your pace, clutching your bag and umbrella a little tighter as you approach.
Two uniformed officers stand in front of the complex entrance and one of them steps in front of you to block you from entering before you could get close enough to slip past.
''Sorry, this building is off limits to the public. Residents only.'' he says, his hand still stretched out to keep you at a distance.
''I do live here.'' you blink.
The officer, a tall man with ashaved head and clipboard in hand, narrows his eyes slightly.
''What unit?'' he asks, voice more gruff now—he obviously doesn't believe you.
''3B.''
He checks the clipboard, his eyes skimming over the paper.
He clicks his tongue, almost in disappointment, before his eyes land back on you with a cold skepticism.
''Doesn't say anything here about a resident in 3B.''
You pause taken aback, breath caught for a moment in confusion.
''What do you mean? I've lived here for months. I pay rent, I have mail, I-'' the second officer cuts in, tone flat.
''Do you have your ID with you?''
You dig through your bag with fingers numb from the cold, your hands shake lightly as you search hurriedly through your bag.
After a few moments you pull out your license, then your apartment key and hold both up like they might prove something.
The officers don't move, only share a glance between each other as if they're agreeing on something.
The first man doesn't even take your ID from your hand, he just looks at you like you're trying to get past a velvet rope into some place you don't belong.
You open your mouth, wanting to suggest they try your key on your apartment to confirm both are yours, but another voice cuts in from a window on the first floor.
''Oh for god's sake—she lives here!''
Your head turns into the direction the voice is coming from, recognizing the voice even before you spot the ginger dyed hair.
Mrs. Allen is leaning over the windowsill of her living room that faces the street, looking at you and the two officers that won't let you in.
''She's 3B, third floor, across from the maniacs' apartment. She has lived there for what, two or three months now?'' she looks at you so you can confirm.
You nod, swallow hard but glad she's helping you out.
Mrs. Allen huffs as she directs her gaze back to the officers.
''She's not one of them, if that's what you're worried about. The poor girl is working herself half to death in that office so she doesn't have time to commit any crimes and probably doesn't even own black clothes—at least I never saw her wear what those companions wore.'' she says, disdain evident in her voice.
The second officer sighs and speaks into his radio and after a long, awkward beat he nods once and gestures toward the front door.
''We're going to need to ask you a few questions before you go up.'' he says and you nod, still gripping your ID.
You mouth a silent 'Thank you' in Mrs. Allen's direction before you follow the officers inside, but she only waves you off.
Inside the foyer, the air feels tight.
There are more cops inside and some wear plain clothes, others wear uniforms.
Some of them speak with neighbors, others glance at clipboards or notebooks and some others vanish upstairs.
The two officers pull you aside near the front stairwell.
''Have you had any contact with Simon Riley in the last two weeks?'' one asks, his notepad already open and a pen in his other hand.
You hesitate, still looking around to take the scene in—everything looks and feels strange, unreal almost.
''No, not since maybe a month ago. He's been gone for a few days or weeks, I don't know—I hadn't seen him in a while.'' you say, finally redirecting your gaze back onto the two officers in front of you.
''Did he ever mention anyone visiting? Names? Did you hear voices from his unit?'' the other officer asks as his colleague writes down your response and the question.
''No. He didn't really...talk, ever.'' you say, shaking your head.
The other officer looks up from his notepad, eyes narrowed.
''You lived across from him and you didn't hear anything?'' he questions confused and in disbelief.
You shake your head once more, the exhaustion from today settling uncomfortably in your body.
''No, nothing. I didn't even know his first name until last night.'' you confirm.
They go quiet for a moment as the officer jots everything down with a raised eyebrow, then they ask more questions—fast and clipped, just a little too sharp as if you're a suspect too that was brought in for questioning.
Did he ever give you anything? Did he ever seem paranoid or aggressive?
Did you ever see him with any weapons or anything unusual?
Did you notice any unusual smells? Did you see if he ever brought someone home and if you did, what did that person look like?
You answer everything honestly, everything is a 'no.'
The whole time you feel the weight of guilt coiling tighter around your throat—not because you've done anything wrong, but because you didn't see it coming.
Because you didn't notice a killer living six feet across from you.
Eventually, they let you go—the building has already grown quieter with most of the other officers gone.
You climb the stairs slower than usual, your legs feel heavier and the building somehow smaller.
When you reach the third floor, both apartment doors are still shut.
The only indication that something is wrong is a paper glued with tape onto Mr. Riley's door.
There are no officers coming in and out of his flat, none positioned in front of it—the door is just...closed.
Like nothing has ever happened, like he might walk out of it again tomorrow—and even though you know he won't, you check your lock twice anyway.
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The building doesn't go back to normal after the police leave, not for you at least.
The buzz lingers, the glances last a little longer when you pass someone in the stairwell.
Mrs. Allen, who once loved to talk, now only nods stiffly at you and pulls her cardigan tighter around her chest whenever you encounter her at her apartment door.
You had thanked her for convincing the two officers to let you through when you met her in the hallway two days later, but she had only nodded once with a faux smile.
Conversations in the hall end mid-sentence when you walk by.
Some neighbors are quieter while others are louder—in all the wrong ways.
They glance at you, whisper to each other the moment they think you can't hear them anymore while their eyes stab into your back.
You try to shake it off.
You remind yourself that you didn't know him, not really, and that you therefore don't have to mind any rumors going around the building.
But the truth is, you don't feel the same anymore.
Not in this place, not in your own apartment.
You keep the windows locked now, keep the blinds closed during the day and only leave them open for a few hours once the sun has set or the wheater is particularly bad.
You check the door three times before bed every night instead of two.
You even start leaving a small light on, aren't even sure why you do that.
And when someone walks down the hallway at night, even if it's only a neighbor dragging their trash to the chute, your whole body tenses—shoulders locking up like they're waiting for a blow that never comes.
You tell yourself it's not paranoia, it's just...awareness.
You're allowed to be aware.
Three weeks later, after the officers first refused to let you in, you get a knock on your door just after noon on a saturday.
You're in sweatpants, hair unbrushed, a bowl of half-eaten and late breakfast on the counter.
The knock is sharp, not aggressive but purposeful—three taps, evenly spaced.
You don't get up to check the peephole right away, some part of you hesitates.
Despite the feeling you tell yourself is awareness having thinned out into something lighter, you haven't quiet managed to shake it off completely yet.
You still look around yourself more than you used to, your pace quicker when you're outside.
Eventually, after a few moments, you press your eye to the glass.
Three men in matching blue work shirts stand outside.
One of them's holding a clipboard, the other two are hauling a large cardboard box up the stairs.
A cylinder sticks out from one end, long and heavy.
Copper piping, a valve—a water heater.
You open the door cautiously, still half-expecting them to say the wrong apartment number.
The man with the clipboard gives you a smile, his lips barely visible under his well trimmed beard.
"3B?"
You nod slowly.
"Got a work order here to replace the water heater."
Your eyebrows lift.
"Really?"
He flips a page on his clipboard and squints.
"Yup. Whole building's been due for upgrades apparently. Yours just got bumped up in the queue, saturday slot. We'll be quick."
You step back after a moment, letting them pass—stunned but not questioning it out loud.
You'd emailed the landlord about the heater three times without getting a response and now, suddenly, here they are.
You glance toward your laptop on the table where your inbox still shows nothing but ads and already read work related emails.
No heads-up, no scheduling, no confirmation—again.
You hadn't gotten any of that for the lock change either though, so you guess your landlord just isn't the type to let you know anything beforehand.
The workers don't ask for anything more than access to the closet behind your bathroom door.
One, with a mohawk, unscrews panels.
Another, with close-cropped dark hair, clears the old tank.
The third, the one with the clipboard, talks in low tones to the other two to give them directions after he looked around with his eyes for a moment—you don't think much of it.
Perhaps Mr. Levington asked him if there is anything else in your apartment that needs obvious fixing, perhaps they're acquaintances.
They're efficient, professional, but you still can't relax.
You don't know if it's the quiet way they move, the fact that they didn't knock louder or if it's maybe just that everything lately feels like it might mean more than it does.
You hover in the kitchen, arms crossed, watching without meaning to.
"So, what job do you work?" the one with the mohawk asks after a while, a strong scottish accent in his voice.
He asks casually, offhand, like it's part of the job.
"Uhm, in a office for a company." you answer after a moment, momentarily taken aback by the sudden question.
He doesn't respond, just goes back to connecting the piping.
"You live alone?" the other one asks.
"Kyle." the man with the clipboard cuts in with a warning tone before you even get the chance to reply.
You don't know if you're being polite by not asking more questions or stupid.
Eventually, they finish—it takes just under forty minutes.
The man with the clipboard signs off with a scratchy pen and hands you a carbon copy of a form that doesn't even have your name on it, just your unit number 3B.
"Hot water in an hour or so." he says.
"Let it run a few minutes the first time, should work fine."
You nod with a small 'Thanks', fingers already closing the door as he turns away.
Once they're gone you lock the door then check if it locked three times.
You check the new heater next.
It looks...fine—new and clean.
There's no reason to worry.
You tell yourself that, over and over again.
That night, you finally take a hot shower without the water going cold.
You let it run longer than you need to before you wrap yourself in a towel and breathe out steam as if it means something.
Still, when you lie down in bed hours later, the tension in your spine won't ease.
You listen to the hum of the heater, the creak of the ceiling, the occasional step above.
You tell yourself there's nothing to be afraid of and still you can't seem to be able to fall asleep for a long, long time.
But eventually, you do.
Your mind exhausting itself into quietness at making itself reel with thoughts of everything that could happen, no matter the likeliness.
Eventually your breathing slows and your thoughts stop chasing shadows.
Sleep pulls you under, the way it always does—quiet, reluctant but certain.
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You tell yourself the building's just old.
You've lived here long enough to know the sounds by heart—the way the door to your apartment slightly creeks when you slip in and out, the thump from upstairs when the neighbor drops something heavy (which is often), the occasional groan of the plumbing like it's working through something.
It's all normal, familiar.
But lately, you can't help noticing that it's a little...off.
The plumbing sounds louder, closer, like it's moved behind a thinner wall.
The quiet between sounds stretches just a little too long.
You shrug it off most of the time—it's not paranoia, it's just being aware.
After everything that has happened as of late, of course you'd be a little jumpy—that's what anyone would say.
You lived across from a cold blooded killer after all.
That's what you say, even when you're alone—especially when you're alone.
The mail still comes late most days.
One time, you find an envelope half-pushed into your box like someone lost interest halfway through.
No return address, no stamp, just an old utility bill envelope repurposed that's empty inside.
You toss it into the recycling and tell yourself it was probably a prank.
Maybe someone drunk, maybe a bored neighbor or a teenager doing it to prove themselves in front of their friends but getting cold feet.
You don't think about it again until later that night when you realize the envelope smelled faintly of cigarette smoke.
You think of Mrs. Allen, but she's been refusing to leave her apartment for almost two weeks now.
She said she's just not doing well physically and needs rest but she still invites Mrs. Leon and a few other residents into her apartment for some gossip.
The hallways have been a little quieter since she retreated into her apartment.
One night, a few days after the empty envelope in your mailbox, your hallway light doesn't even flicker.
It just doesn't turn on at all—not only your apartment seems to fall apart, apparently it's the whole building that does.
You fumble for your keys in the dark, using the light from your phone.
Your lock sticks a little, it hasn't done that ever since it got changed.
Inside, everything's where you left it.
Still, you look around just a second longer than you need to before shutting the door.
That same weekend you wake up later than usual.
Sunlight stretches across the floor in a clean rectangle and for a brief moment, everything feels normal again—soft and harmless.
You make coffee, water the plant by your window, read the headlines on your phone and avoid any article that mentions names you've come to recognize too well.
You're fine, you're okay.
You still have hot water.
You're sleeping through the night more often now and even the weight in your chest is a little lighter these days.
The building is settling, and so are you.
It's only when you open the door to get your groceries later that afternoon that you notice something small and strange.
Your welcome mat looks like someone kicked it.
It's not laying neatly in front of your apartment door like it used to, it looks like someone dragged it with their shoe away from your door just for a moment—just a couple of inches.
You sigh and shake your head, figuring you must've been the one to accidentally move it when you walked out to go to the grocery store.
After all, you haven't paid much attention to these kinds of small details lately since your mind is always occupied with caution.
It's draining you, you can feel it every day and every night.
Workdays stretch endlessly, the small forced conversations between you and your coworkers that you only participate in for politeness become unbearable and less.
Your body aches everyday after work, even before you reach your apartment.
Your shoulders are always tense, eyelids always heavy.
Exhaustion clinges to you like gum that won't let go.
It has been a month since Mr. Riley was captured and imprisoned.
You tell yourself that he's still locked away, hours away from you in a high security prison in Bolton.
There is absolutely no reason for you to keep this habit of caution and awareness, the only thing that it does is draining you.
The shower you take that night is hotter than usual, your skin steaming when you step out—a attempt to wash away the fatigue and paranoia you've been refusing to acknowledge.
That night, you let the sound of the building lull you to sleep.
It takes you another few days of iron will until you finally manage to look around less.
You start watching the news again, although half-heartedly and, in the beginning, with caution.
'Ghost' has long since become a background blur in everyone else's lives since there has been no movement in his case and therefore there is nothing new to report on regarding him.
He seemingly only seems to exists in your mind and this building, the whisper of his name still sweeping through the apartment complex every now and then.
You remember the whispers between Mrs. Allen and other residents.
'How could she not have known?'
'She must've noticed something, she lives across from him!'
'Even I saw strange things, how come she didn't?'
You had never payed any mind to the rumors of the building and so decided to just ignore the ones about you too.
You figure that if you say something, you'd only make it worse and all you want is to live a quiet life—especially in a neighborhood like this.
Life keeps being the same colorless routine after another week when you completely laid off your paranoia.
One Wednesday a week later, you even throw away your own electric bill.
It takes you a minute to realize that you're the one who has to pay it and you fish it out of the trash can reluctantly.
That's how detached everything feels in the life you never meant to live, like you're watching someone else's life from a foggy distance...until one night the news get an unexpected flair.
You're sitting on your couch, mindlessly shoving your dinner into your mouth.
The anchor's voice is steady and bored until her tone suddenly changes, snapping you out of your almost distant state.
''-escaped late this evening during the preparation of a transfer to a maximum-security facility. Authorities believe the man identified as Simon Riley, known to the public as 'Ghost', may have had inside help. Prison staff are being questioned and an internal investigation is underway.''
The screen flashes with his photo. and it's familiar.
It's the same paparazzi photo they showed from right after his arrest, the one where he stares into the camera with empty eyes as he exits a police van.
Your heart doesn't exactly starts racing, but it moves—like a hand slowly pressing down on your chest right above your heart.
The news anchor keeps talking, her face distorted into a serious expression as she talks about tip hotlines and increased police patrols since 'Ghost's' whereabouts are currently unknown—but her voice seems quieter, almost drowning out beneath the roar of your own thoughts.
What does that mean for you?
Will he come back here, into this neighborhood and apartment complex?
There was no report or news of police finding anything inside his apartment when they were here the day after his arrest.
Does that mean they didn't find anything and now Mr. Riley will come to collect whatever he was forced to leave behind?
Despite it only being rumors, there must be a pinch of truth in them—perhaps Mrs. Allen is right in her assumption that he has something hidden under his bed.
Maybe not literally, but maybe he has things hidden in his apartment that the police didn't find.
None of the money from his previous heists was found and the police has no clue where it might be.
And maybe, just maybe, he was annoyed with your politeness.
You sit up slowly, the TV still flickering with video snippets of flashing police lights and an aerial view of the prison yard Ghost escaped from.
Something cold settles in your bones—it's not outright terror but that kind of uneasy awareness again.
This time though, you can't ignore the fear that clings to your body like another layer of skin.
Everything suddenly feels smaller, like the walls are slowly moving towards you and trapping you in.
Your apartment seems quieter than usual as well, the old windows don't rattle with every gust of autumn wind and the annoying neighbor from above isn't playing his music loudly for the entire complex to hear like usual.
The shadows in the corners your flimsy overhead lamp never seems to be able to reach look thicker than usual too, like someone could easily hide from your view in them.
You shake your head.
'That's ridiculous, you're being paranoid.' you tell yourself.
You force yourself to sleep that night, checking every window if it's locked several times and checking your apartment door for the same as well.
As you lay awake in bed for a while, unable to fall asleep, you keep telling yourself that you're just being paranoid and dramatic.
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You go to work the next morning like nothing's happened, like you didn't struggle to fall asleep.
You go about your routine as you always do for the next few days, forcing normalcy.
You make and drink some coffee, avoid eye contact with anyone that passes you by on your way to work and swipe your badge at the office door.
The printer jams as usual, the fluorescent lights buzz, your coworkers mumble amongst themselves here and there.
The world hasn't noticed anything's changed, but you have.
No one knows you're being a notch more aware of your surroundings, not even you.
You answer phone calls, type and send emails, nod politely through meetings you only follow half-heartedly.
Everything looks the same, feels the same but seems still somehow off—like a slightly wrong note in a familiar song.
The news keep cycling through headlines filled with Ghost.
No leads, no sightings, just speculations.
Analysts in expensive suits talk about prison security and systemic failure.
One reporter calls him a phantom with a pulse, a literal ghost.
Another reporter says he might already be dead in a ditch somewhere since the nights are cold and he only wore the thin prison uniform—the studio laughs nervously like that makes it better, or true.
You try to ignore the news, opting to eat lunch at your desk instead of the break room, staring down on the screen of your PC.
Somehow your approach of ignoring the matter works and the criminal, the murderer, who lived across from you and now escaped prison doesn't really cross your mind anymore for the rest of the day.
Not even when a tall, broad stranger stands uncomfortably close behind you in the subway—the hood of his hoodie pulled so far down into his face that you can't make out any feature besides his defined jawline.
He doesn't get off when you do so you ignore the entire thing, it's not like he's the first creep you ever met on the subway anyway.
Once home, you don't even check the headlines the news app of your phone tries to force into your face.
You just sit down on your couch with the lights still on.
You stare at your blank TV screen, your reflection faint and flickering.
Your fingers twitch for a moment, contemplating grabbing the remote and turning on the TV that you always turn on before you go to sleep—more out of habit to soothe the silence than for entertainment.
In the end you don't, you just sit there for a few moments before the air in your apartment suddenly feels hot and you decide to open a window.
The cold air rushing in through the open window of your living room is a welcoming breeze on your face, making you feel grounded in reality.
Why would he come for you, risk his freedom and life by coming to Manchester?
You just can't imagine that he would, not rationally at least.
After a few minutes you close the window again, walking into your bedroom and laying down in bed.
The quiet hums louder than it used to but you don't mind it and you fall asleep faster than you did ever ever since you got to know that your murderer of a neighbor is on the run again.
That nights sleep is the first truly refreshing one you got ever since then as well.
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When your alarm clock rings the next morning, you're awake faster and even out the door a few minutes earlier than usual.
The slightly heavy feeling in your chest is completely gone and your mood is lifted, finally having been able to break free from your paranoid thoughts.
It has days since he escaped—if he wanted to get to you, he would've already.
But he didn't and you're convinced he wouldn't come to Manchester of all places in the UK, the big city just too much of a risk for him.
Your tasks at work stay the same as always and you still do them with barely enough effort to complete them, but they don't bother you even nearly as much as they usually do.
Even the rain that pours down on your way home isn't enough to take away the feeling of lightness in your chest.
You simply pull out your umbrella from your bag and open it before holding it over your head as you close in on your apartment complex.
The apartment looks exactly the same as it did when you left this morning.
Your empty mug still sits in the sink, though it looks just a notch differently placed than you think you placed it this morning—which doesn't make sense.
When you walk into your bedroom to change, your sheets are still neatly laying on top of your mattress, though there are wrinkles in the fabric of your blanket that make you wonder why you didn't smooth them out.
The feeling of wrongness that is bubbling right underneath your skin gets quickly stilled with you telling yourself that you were in a different mood when you left this morning so these kinds of subtle thing are easy to be missed by you.
While you were in a good and easy going mood before leaving your apartment, you're tired now.
The news today were all about Ghost as well.
You tried to not listen in on the TV in the break room but your desk in the front of the office is right next to the door, making it impossible to not hear at least a little.
There are still no leads, no sightings, only anonymous reports of sightings that all turned out to be false.
The police seems to become more desperate now, asking the public to keep an eye out for him and be safe with more pressure.
The way home wasn't any better.
The wind made the weather feel even colder, the cold and moisture making the streets more slippery.
You don't have the energy to hop into the shower right away so you throw on your warmest, most baggy clothes to warm yourself up with instead in the meantime.
While your dinner is still cooling down, you make yourself a cup of hot tea to accompany you while you eat.
The steam admitting gently from the mug between your hands warms your nose as you take a slow sip, careful not to burn your tongue.
You settle onto the couch with a blanket around your shoulders and your plate balanced on your lap, the overhead lamps from your kitchen and hallway still not able to reach some corners.
You keep the TV off, the silence feels better than the voices of strangers repeating the same theories and spinning the same possibilities like broken records.
Still, the names Ghost and Simon Riley echo in your mind nonetheless—like whispers that refuses to leave.
But his name, or names, repeating themselves in your mind don't strike you with fear anymore or with paranoia.
Coming to Manchester is a risk that you're sure he is well aware of, a risk he wouldn't be keen to take.
You eat slowly, staring at nothing in particular as you let the heat of your meal and tea warm you up, but with your warm clothes the heat quickly grows a little too warm for your liking.
You finish your meal before you stand up to open the window for some fresh, cold air.
When your hands find the handle, you realize that the window is already unlocked.
You don't think too much of it, guess that you forgot to lock it yesterday when you let a gust of wind sweep through your apartment.
The routine is as grounding as always—plate in the sink, tea mug rinsed, a glance at your phone with nothing new waiting.
Everything is exactly how it should be and despite this grounding routine boring you, it's comforting.
You grab your sleepwear from your bedroom and everything you need for a nice, hot shower with it.
The bathroom lights flicker on with a buzz, humming as you let the shower get hot while you undress and the small mirror hanging above the sink is fogging up from the steam.
By the time you step into the shower, the world outside doesn't seem to matter anymore and you let the hot water wash away the dirt and exhaustion of the day.
Once you're satisfied with your shower and as the water begins to become colder, you turn the shower off.
Only a few more drops of water fall out of the shower head, quickly following the rest of the water down the drain.
The floor creaks gently as you move around inside the bathroom, drying yourself off and getting dressed again.
You follow through with your usual bedtime routine before you open the door and step into the hallway.
The cool floor of the hallway isn't the only thing cold though, your entire apartment feels cooler than it should.
Your gaze automatically falls on the window in the living room and the cold explains itself—you forgot to close the window.
You pad towards it, close and lock it before you continue to your bedroom with your hair still damp from the shower you just took.
The bedroom door is open, it always is.
You step inside, stretching as you do so and blink at the dimness of the room.
You don't turn the big light on, you almost never do—it's always too bright for comfort, especially when you plan on going to sleep which you are right now.
Blindly you walk over to your bed, sit on it as your hands look for your phone since you put it down on top of your blanket before you vanished inside the bathroom—but you can't seem to find it now.
Your hands continue to look for it for a few more moments before you give up to find it just by feeling for it.
With a small sigh your fingers find the switch of your bedside lamp in the dark as you stand up to be able to look down on your bed and find your phone.
The light turns on with a click and you immediately notice how bad the lamp actually works—it is barely able to illuminate past your pillows laying untouched at the top of your bed.
When you still don't find your phone in the area you thought you put it down at, you guess that you must've forgotten it in the living room.
You seem to be forgetful these days.
As you turn around to the bedroom door, something suddenly...stalls—just for a second, like a mood suddenly switching.
Your eyebrows furrow and your head tilts slightly at the sudden shift in the air, at this small thing that you suddenly notice.
The vanity chair—it's never left pulled out that far, not even on the rare occasions that you actually use it and it hasn't been used today or even this week.
Your gaze wanders up until your eyes find something in a light color that shouldn't be there.
It's a mask, a way too familiar one.
You have seen it almost constantly for the past days whenever any TV showed the news.
The mask is ingrained in your brain and so is the person wearing it, the crimes the person committed.
Your criminal justice teacher would give you a one-hour lecture on how awful it is to downgrade people to the crimes they committed without knowing them, but all the armed robberies and murders he committed are all you can think about.
He knows hot to handle a gun, know how to use it, know how to kill with or without any weapons—you're sure of it.
Mr. Riley—or Ghost, you don't know anymore—is just sitting there, broad and still.
You can't see him well in the darkness, the only thing you can clearly make out in the dim light your bedside lamp grants you is his mask but as your eyes begin adjusting to the darkness, you think you can see him sitting there with one arm resting loosely around his hip while the other is draped over one knee.
He doesn't move, neither do you—it already feels like minutes that you've been just staring at him but you know that it could only be a second or two.
You don't scream despite your lips being parted.
It's not because you're brave, but because all the air inside your lungs seems to have left you.
You used to think that all those protagonists in the dark romance books your co-worker would tell you about were stupid for not screaming.
You used to think that screaming is the first instinct in this kind of situation...but you can't.
You're frozen, chest locked heavy in place and your brain is oddly quiet despite the fact that you're in danger.
The sweat forming on your skin and the way your heart beats violently against your chest from the inside are the only reminder that you are not dead yet, aside from these two aspects your body feels completely numb.
And then, as if someone slapped you across the face to make you concentrate, every single fiber of your body suddenly feels like it's on fire.
Your mind screams at you to run and your fingers twitch before you just do, following the command your brain sends to your muscles.
Blood rushes in your ears and you barely register the chair of your vanity screeching against the old hardwood floor before the open door suddenly closes until it is barely a few inches open—a big, gloved hand gripping the wood.
Your breath hitches as you realize that your path is blocked, the only escape route now impossible to take.
You don't even manage to stumble back before a deep voice almost makes the walls of your small bedroom shake.
''Ye didn't scream.'' Ghost states, Manchester accent thick as he almost gently closes your bedroom door with a soft click while towering over you with ease.
You stare at him, at his mask, eyes wide in panic and fear.
''Sit down.'' he then adds, low, calm and real.
Your stomach drops, your voice catches in your dry throat.
You don't move, don't even blink as you stare at the holes in his skull mask where his eyes must be—the slate-brown eyes you've become all too familiar with since his arrest.
''Sit. Down.'' Ghost repeats, firmer and more commanding.
Your hands tremble and your legs shake, you don't feel your body move as it steps backwards until the back of your knees hit the frame of your bed.
Your knees bend automatically until you're sitting on top of your mattress while your widened eyes never leave his as they finally adjust fully to the dark.
Ghosts hand lowers from the door, his arms crossed over his chest as he takes another step to the side—standing right in front of your bedroom door.
''Ah don't trust a runner.'' he comments nonchalant, dryly—his broad shoulders almost as wide as the old door frame.
It's something you had already noticed but not thought much of when he knocked on your apartment door two months ago before fixing your bookshelf for you.
You only keep staring at him because you don't know what you could possibly say.
Ghost doesn't speak again either, he just stares back at you and the quiet feels unbearable.
The hum in your ears, the sound of your own blood rushing through your limbs, the sound of your heart pumping blood and adrenaline through every single vain in your body—it's so uncomfortably loud that it makes you want to rip your own hair out.
And yet you feel like you're dreaming, like your body hasn't quiet caught up to the fact that this is real—that he is real.
Simon Riley, your criminal neighbor 'Ghost', is standing in your tiny apartment in your tiny bedroom not far from the center of Manchester.
You're not watching him on the news behind a screen or from a safe distance and he isn't just Mr. Riley from a few months ago anymore either—he is a murderer.
He's here, close enough to touch, close enough to hurt or kill you—perhaps both.
You swallow, trying to rid your throat of the dryness and lump in it before opening your mouth but you close it again without uttering a word.
Ghost watches you carefully, like he's waiting to see what you'll do—as if he's a predator watching its prey, and you can't help but feel like that it is exactly the roles he's given you two.
He watches you to see if you'll scream, if you'll try to run again or if you'll cry or maybe even attack him.
But you just sit there, fear gripping your body so tightly that you can't move.
Your voice has collapsed in on itself, swallowed by the thudding panic in your chest and you feel it blooming sharp beneath your rips as it rises into your throat.
Ghosts feet don't move, only his head does—it tilts, silently letting you know that he is still waiting to see what you'll do and that he's still watching you closely.
He just stands there, arms still crossed over his chest as he stares at you from in front of the closed door like it's normal.
Like this is his space, as if your bedroom belongs to him, as if he's always been here and your mind suddenly begins to work again.
You think about your coffee mug in the sink that looked just enough out of place to be noticeable, the wrinkles in the fabric of your sheets even though you would've smoothed them out, the feeling you had yesterday that someone was in your apartment while you were gone.
You try to swallow the dryness in your throat away again, every breath feels like you're pulling it filtered through a cotton ball that soaks every moisture out of your mouth and throat.
Your eyes begin flickering around the room for anything that could get you out of this situation, your mind finally on as high of an alert as the rest of your body.
Your eyes lock on your bedroom window for a moment.
No, too dangerous.
The window is locked, by the time your hands find the lock he'd already have your neck snapped in two.
For a split second you contemplate just jumping through the glass but you figure that the glass is too thick for you to actually be able to break it, and you live on the third floor which would take every chance of escape from you because you're sure you wouldn't be unharmed once you hit the ground.
Your eyes keep looking around until they land on your vanity where something suddenly flashes quietly.
Your phone is laying there, screen facing down.
He took it, probably while you took your shower because you're certain you put your phone on your bed and that he wasn't here—in your bedroom—before you went to the bathroom.
Now your phone is far out of your reach, you'd have to reach past him to get it or crawl all the way to the foot of your bed to take it from your vanity—you're certain he'd be much faster to grab your phone than you.
When your eyes land back on him, he's still just watching you.
You're sure he caught you looking around your bedroom in search of an escape.
He doesn't say anything and his silence is more unbearable than any word he could speak.
'This is torture.' you think.
He is doing this on purpose.
He's trying to break your mind apart, make you lose your sanity before he kills you.
Ghost moves slowly, grabbing the back of the chair from your vanity.
He turns it so it faces you, pushing it closer to where you sit on your bed before he sits down.
The chair squeaks against the floor as he carelessly drags it along and it's a small sound but it punches through the silence like a gunshot.
Along with the quick speed in which he spins the chair and sits down on it close to you, you flinch—visibly, and you're sure he notices.
He lets his arms hang loosely over the back of the chair as he straddles it, his eyes that are now illuminated by your bedside lamps narrow slightly.
You can feel your heartbeat in your palms now, your legs tight with adrenaline that has nowhere to go.
You think about how quiet the building is tonight and wonder how he even managed to get in here without being noticed by anyone.
You think of Mrs. Allen, certain she would've noticed because nothing seems to slip past her without her noticing...but Mrs. Allen isn't in the building right now.
By the whispers you heard in the hallway, she is out of town for a few days.
Almost instinctively, you scoot away from him as you realize just how close he is—putting some distance back between the two of you by moving closer to the head of your bed.
He lets you, eyes only following your movement but he doesn't say anything or moves himself.
The fact that he doesn't move is somehow worse than if he did.
''H-how did you get in here..?'' you whisper, voice low, hoarse and it doesn't sound like yours.
It sounds like something left out in the cold for too long—thin, barely there.
''Y' left yer livin' room window open, two days in a row.'' Ghost states simply, clicking his tongue a few times in a disapproving manner.
You feel numb, your face twisting into an expression you don't feel and Ghost let's out an almost amused huff of air through his nose at it.
''Yer easy to watch.'' he says and leans forward over the back of the chair even more.
You should scream.
You should take a deep breath that feels like your lungs are about to burst due to the pressure before you let out such a blood-curdling scream that every person in Manchester comes running to check out what's going on—but you can't.
The breath you take instead is barely a hitch, just enough to keep your brain somewhat functioning and a cold sensation in the shape of a drop rolls down your spine—you don't know if it's sweat or a drop of water parting from your still damp hair and rolling down your back.
You notice that there's a strange kind of restraint in the way he sits, his muscles look tensed like a coiled spring that isn't moving because it doesn't yet have to.
You tense your own muscles, ready to jump up and run whenever the opportunity presents itself.
He's not afraid, not of you—why would he?
Your former neighbor is much taller than you and his criminal history made him physically strong, every muscle in his body trained.
But he's also not afraid of this, of being caught.
He doesn't tie you up, doesn't completely silence you and he must know that that's a risk.
Even if he stopped you from screaming all the air out of your lungs, your scream would still echo through the eerily silent apartment complex and alert someone until he manages to react and make you go quiet.
But he's calm, not using the force he could to bend you to his will completely and that makes you wonder what he even wants.
His words echo in your mind.
'You're easy to watch.'
He planned this, he's been here before—in your apartment.
Perhaps the feeling you had yesterday that someone was in your home while you were gone really wasn't just a feeling but a fact—the mug in the sink slightly more tilted, the wrinkles in your sheet you noticed after coming home today.
You can't help but repeat those facts in your mind, cursing yourself out because you should've known something was wrong.
You blink, a strand of your hair falling into your face over your left eye and minimizing your vision—you want to tug it away, move it back behind your ear, but you're too afraid to raise your hand.
Too afraid that any sudden movement might change something.
By the strand of your hair in your vision you can see your heartbeat pulsing, shaking your body ever so slightly while your hands still tremble.
''What do you want..?'' you finally manage to squeeze out, wobbly and thin like you're about to cry even though you're not.
You slowly scoot away from him even further and he straightens, just slightly.
He doesn't stand up, doesn't advance, just moves enough to show you that he notices—that he's paying attention.
You freeze again, stopping mid-movement.
This time, you're sure your body has locked entirely as if it knows something your mind hasn't quiet caught up with yet.
That if you move again, something will happen.
He speaks, but not to answer your question.
''Yer scared.'' he says—not loud or threatening, just calm.
Your breath shudders in your lungs.
Of course you're scared, of course you are.
But the way he says it makes it sound like he's commenting on the weather—like he's watching the shape of your fear, cataloging it, memorizing it.
You don't answer, you can't.
He watches you for a long moment before speaking again.
''Y' should be.''
You feel like you can't breathe, your chest being crushed under something so heavy that it might break your rips and make them puncture your lungs.
Your legs feel like they belong to someone else—someone slower, someone stuck.
Your mouth is dry, too dry, and your ears ring.
The only thing you feel is the tension in your muscles, your beating heart and white, hot panic.
Ghost leans forwards again with a straighter back this time, his chest pressing against the back of the chair.
The shadow cast on his face shifts just enough for you to see more of his eyes—not completely, not enough to memorize them face to face but enough to confirm what you already knew.
It's him.
Your former neighbor Mr. Simon Riley, Ghost.
Not the story on the news, not the man behind prison glass, not a name whispered like a warning—he's real and he's here.
And despite a part of your brain being aware that this is real, another part isn't—still sure that this isn't happening.
He says something but the words he speaks are already out of your mind before you can register them.
The only thing you can register is that his voice is low, gravelly, the same way he talked when he was still just your neighbor.
Soft but not gentle, the cadence and accent are unmistakable—Manchester through and through.
It doesn't make him sound any more human.
If anything, it only makes him sound closer and realer and more dangerous.
Ghost sighs, probably annoyed with you continuously not being able to answer him.
He stands up and suddenly something inside of you just snaps.
Perhaps it's the fight or flight instinct taking control of your body, your brain certain you're going to die if you don't do something.
You jump up, your conscious screaming at you that it's a bad idea, but it's already too late to just sit back down and wait for something to happen because sooner or later something will—you're sure of it.
You're not even fully up right by the time your feet already move, making you run towards your bedroom door again since it's your only possible escape.
The chair from your vanity that Ghost dragged into the middle of the room falls over, landing on the floor with a loud thud—you don't flinch, don't look back even though you register it.
You reach your hands out to rip the door open as soon as you can when you're suddenly pulled back, your throat closing.
Automatically you try to gasp, but you can't.
Two big hands have a hold on your throat, closing completely around your entire neck.
The fabric of the gloves scratches your skin, the hands inside the gloves stopping you from being able to breath.
Your own hands reach for the ones around your neck, desperately grabbing them to get them off.
Before you know it, your body gets slammed against your bedroom door and trapped there as Ghost presses his own body against yours.
''Can't trust a runner.'' he reuses his words from earlier in a growl, low and dangerous as his hands around your neck tighten even more.
You hit and scratch, dig your nails into his gloved hands as you claw at them but his grip doesn't loosen.
You begin to feel dizzy as your vision becomes spotty and your movements become even more desperate and raggy.
''Ah didn't wanna have to do this, but ye left me no choice.'' he almost mumbles, pressing himself even harder against you from behind—seemingly unimpressed by your attempts to get his hands off your neck.
Your vision blacks out at the edges, black spots blooming in bursts of static across your eyes.
The desperate scream you try to let out isn't even a whimper as it squeezes past your lips.
You're vaguely aware of your feet kicking against the floor, your lungs heaving against the chokehold as they beg for air that won't come.
Your fingers dig into his gloves, hard and frantic but his grip still doesn't budge.
It's not even cruel, not unhinged.
It's measured and controlled like he's done this before which you bet he probably has so considering his crimes.
He knows exactly how long he can hold you like this without killing you if he doesn't yet want you to die.
The realization sends a new wave of terror through you.
Your body convulses against his, the instinct to survive screaming louder than anything else now—louder than logic, louder than disbelief.
You twist, fight, but he has you pinned.
You can feel the heat of him against your back, the solid weight of muscle and tension behind the mask while your front is pressed flush against the cold wood of your bedroom door.
You can't move, you can't breathe.
You can faintly hear him murmuring soft words, almost gently as if trying to calm you down while he strangles you.
But you can't hear the words, can't make sense of them with the pounding in your skull drowning out everything—your panic, your thoughts, your body.
Your fingers scrape desperately at anything you can reach of him, but your limbs are losing strength.
You're sinking, your mind dimming and your body threatening to shut down.
Then, somewhere behind the panic, a horrible certainty settles in—you're not getting out of this.
Your body jerks one last time, instinct trying to survive even as the rest of you begins to shut down.
Ghost leans in, close enough that the warmth of his face beneath the mask radiates all the way to your cheek.
"Should've stayed still 'nd listen." he mutters, almost like he's disappointed.
And then your vision goes black.
You don't even feel him release his grip on your neck the moment your body goes limp in his hands.
All you can feel before passing out fully, is your feet lifting off the ground before he readjusts his grip on your body to throw you over his shoulder.
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Darkness gives way to cold, then pain.
You come by slowly, too slowly, like your body is reluctant to rejoin the world.
Your limbs feel heavy, almost numb, as if they've been soaked in concrete.
There's a sharp ache in your skull and your throat burns—it's raw, scraped and tight.
You try to move only to realize that you can't.
Your arms are pinned behind your back, wrists bound tightly.
Your legs too—bend at the knees, ankles tied together.
You panic instantly, a deep and primal terror surging through you.
You're lying on your side, crammed awkwardly across a narrow surface that shifts slightly beneath you.
It feels like leather, vinyl.
The rumble of an engine vibrates under your body, steady and low.
You're in a car, the backseat of one to be exact.
You try to twist to see where, who, but your body won't cooperate.
Your neck is stiff, muscles screaming.
Your throat throbs.
Every breath drags through your nose like gravel.
Panic quickly turns to nausea.
You blink hard, vision swimming, the world lurching past outside the car window you can catch a glimpse of in long smears of grey and orange—headlights and streetlamps flickering by too fast to follow.
Then you hear him.
Up front, behind the wheel humming in a single note for just a moment—a slow, tuneless sound.
Not cheerful, just absent like a man lost in thought.
Your blood turns to ice.
You try to scream for help, but all that comes out is a choked whimper—muffled and pathetic.
You jerk against the bindings but they don't give.
He starts another hum but stops before the sound can fully vibrate in his throat.
The silence that follows is worse.
A moment later, Ghost speaks.
"Awake then, are ya?"
You freeze.
His eyes flick up to the rearview mirror—you can't see them clearly, but you know he's looking at you.
"Thought y'were out longer." he mutters, like it's nothing.
"Ye fought back pretty hard."
You whimper again, this time at the memory of you fighting for your life and loosing—seemingly without doing even a little damage.
Fear aches through your chest like something broken.
You don't stand a single chance against him.
He doesn't sound angry, doesn't sound much of anything.
That flat, steady tone is worse than shouting would be—it makes you uncertain of his next move.
"Don't try anything. Ah didn't kill you back there, don't make me change my mind."
You shudder involuntarily, your entire body trembling against the tight restraints.
Your fingers are already going numb from the tight bindings but Ghost continues driving like it's nothing—no urgency, no panic.
Just the steady hum of the tires on wet asphalt and the occasional sound of the turn signal ticking.
Like he's just running errands, like you're just luggage.
Your body is screaming with pain and confusion.
Your lungs feel tight, your throat too raw to swallow properly, your legs cramping from the unnatural position.
Tears gather hot in your eyes, spilling helplessly across your cheek as the car takes another slow turn.
You don't know where he's taking you, don't know what he wants, but every second you spend trapped in the dark of that backseat is worse than the last.
You're practically alone with your thoughts and your hazy brain forces all kinds of awful, gruesome scenarios to play on repeat as to what he will do to you next.
And all of that because you were an idiot to think you were safe.
You should've done it like Mrs. Allen did—get out of town while you still can and stay away while the situation resolves itself.
The city fades behind you, swallowed by the blur of sodium lights and damp roads.
You try to track time by counting traffic lights, curves in the road, turns—anything, but you can't keep your thoughts straight.
You're cold.
Not from the air, but from fear—from the restraints digging into your wrists and ankles, from the way your heart thunders without release.
Your breath keeps catching in your nose, the pain in your throat as you breathe too thick and your throat seizes painfully every time you try to swallow.
You shift slightly, a simple twitch of your hip as you try to even out the pressure on your limbs.
That tiny motion sends a fresh wave of pain lancing through your neck due to the pressure on your spine moving brings along.
Your body hasn't forgotten what he did to you.
The sound of the tires against the road is rhythmic, hypnotic and paired with the muffled buzz of the heater humming low in the vents it almost feels like the kind of drive that should be peaceful—almost.
Ghost doesn't speak, not for a long while.
You think you hear another faint hum again once—not a song, just noise.
It vanishes again beneath the turn signal ticking lazily as he changes lanes.
It's unbearable, this silence.
Your mind fills the gaps with possibilities you don't want to consider.
Is he taking you somewhere isolated? A warehouse? A ditch?
Or worse, is this all some game you don't yet know the rules of?
Does he want to make sure your body is never found, denying your family closure over your disappearance?
Then his voice cuts through the dark, low and flat.
"Stop fidgetin'. Yer not gonna get out of those."
You freeze again immediately, didn't even notice that you kept moving while thinking of all the reasons of why he hasn't killed you yet.
You've been completely and unintentionally tuning out the pain that moving causes, not only all around the probably bruised skin of your neck but the restraints binding your limps together too.
He doesn't turn around, just keeps driving with one hand resting lazily on the steering wheel like this is the most normal thing in the world.
Your body trembles.
The bindings are too tight, your joints aching, the strain on your spine unbearable now.
But you make no sound, don't dare to.
A few more long moments pass before he speaks again, more muttered this time—almost to himself.
"Christ. Yer bleedin'."
You jolt, eyes wide and confused.
You hadn't noticed.
It's not much, just a sharp sting on your wrists—the plastic or rope cutting in where you must've thrashed too hard.
You feel it now, now that he's pointed it out, a warm stickiness pooling at the base of your palms.
There's a soft shift in the front seat.
A moment later, the car speeds up for a few minutes before slowing down again as the soft ticking of the turn signal sounds once more.
He pulls off the road, judging by how quickly the headlights passed just earlier you're probably on a highway.
Panic seizes you again as the car comes to a halt.
'This is it, he's going to kill me here on an empty pull-in in the middle of the night with no one around and discard of my body somewhere it won't ever be discovered.' you think.
But the engine keeps running.
You hear the rustling of fabric before his door opens.
You flinch violently, trying to curl into yourself as if that would make you vanish from his view but the restraints make it near impossible.
The cold air rushes in when the rear door cracks open beside you before Ghost's shape looms over you—a black mass in the dark, barely outlined by the interior light above.
You settle to call him by his alias.
Right now, he isn't your neighbor from a few months ago—he's a criminal who strangled you and is kidnapping you at this very moment.
"Easy. 'm not gonna hurt ye." he mutters, raising one of his hands in a manner-mix of defense and surrender to show you he is not a threat.
Your whole body trembles at the lie.
He crouches beside you.
You can't really see his face, just the glint of his eyes beneath the mask.
You try not to look, scared to see something human in his eyes.
You feel him tugging at your long sleeve before there is a soft ripping sound, cold air hitting the newly exposed skin on your arm—you don't dare to protest, can only squirm ever so slightly.
He presses the torn fabric from your sleeve against your bleeding wrist.
Not hard, just enough to stop the blood spilling out from underneath the restrain around your wrists.
Then he wraps it loosely, tying a knot single-handedly.
"There, tha's better."
You want to scream.
Not from the pain—from the softness, from the care.
It feels worse than cruelty.
He checks your ankle next, then sighs.
"Didn't wanna tie y'like this. Ye fought."
You try to speak—a soundless, garbled question emitting from your dry and sore throat.
Your voice is hoarse and thin, quieter than a whisper and therefore almost impossible to understand.
Your body is screaming for answers, for anything.
Ghost watches you for a second, his eyes narrowed and eyebrows knit together before they relax again.
He leans a little closer.
"No, 'm not tellin' ye where we're goin'. Not yet."
That calm, matter-of-fact tone again—like he's explaining something completely reasonable.
Your eyes burn with tears again in a mixture of pain and the weight of helplessness.
He sighs again, more deeply this time before he stands back up.
He walks out of your field of sight, leaving the door open and you can hear him walk away—his steps becoming quieter until the sound of the running engine drowns them out.
Aside from the rumbling of the engine, everything is completely quiet.
There is no sound of another car passing by the pull-in on the highway, no voices to indicate someone else is taking a break here.
It's just you and him here and that thought is enough to send another wave of panic through you.
You can feel his looming presence before you can see him.
"Drink." he says, his tone commanding and leaving no room for protest before he already presses the top of an open bottle against your lips and squeezes—forcing the liquid past your lips.
To avoid choking, you swallow.
Cold water fills your mouth before running down your throat, making your body convulses.
Your throat hurts as you swallow and you begin to cough as soon as you forced the water down so you can breath.
Ghost pulls the bottle away, watches you struggle silently.
Your coughing only worsens, becoming more violent and painful—quicker.
You can barely take a tiny breath before your body forces another cough and you loose control over it, unable to stop.
"Calm down, breathe through yer nose. Don't pass out again." Ghost suddenly says, his tone low and almost soft.
You begin to feel nauseous as you keep coughing, pain ripping through your sore throat continuously.
He grabs one of your shoulders, turns you from laying on your side to laying on your stomach before grabbing both your shoulders and pulling you up until your head dangles over the edge of the carseat.
Soft, cold wind hits your face as you desperately try to get your coughing under control and take a proper breath—tears filling your eyes.
Ghosts hand finds your back, right between your shoulder blades.
"Breath." he repeats in a more commanding tone, crouching down again.
It takes you another few, painfully long moments before you actually manage to take a deep breath.
Your lungs burn in protest at the cold air filling them, throat throbbing and itching and burning in pain.
He lets you lay there like this for a few more seconds as you stabilize your breathing, head hanging outside the car from over the edge of the backseat.
His hand leaves the spot on your back before finding your shoulder again.
He turns you back on your side before he, almost with care, pushes you back into the car.
Then, without another word, he closes the door and walks calmly back to the driver's seat.
You hear the rustling of fabric again and manage to catch a glimpse of his hand from between the two front seats as he puts something down on the passenger seat—his mask.
He takes it off to drive.
Probably because it is less suspicious as the majority of people only know him with his mask.
The car rumbles into motion once more, the tires sliding back onto the wet road like nothing happened.
The drive continues.
The roads get quieter, darker.
Less streetlight, no more headlights pass you.
You lose count of the turns again, of how long it's been.
Eventually, exhaustion seeps into the edges of your panic.
Your muscles scream for rest and your vision swims again—not from lack of air this time, but from your body giving in.
You're not unconscious, not fully.
You're just limp, like a puppet with the strings cut.
Ghost hums again, barely audible over the tires and the engine—as if he has all the time in the world.
a/n: So uhm, how to we feel
Also, special and great thanks to my amazing beta reader @donttm1ndm3 !! Check out their profile and story Cathexis, it's a Simon Riley x oc <3
here's some more of me yearning for Viking!Simon Riley because @nelly912 does too and I can't stop thinking about it 😔 Also, thanks tumblr for deleting this once.
MDNI!
Viking!Simon Riley who's a Jarl looking for others who'll strengthen his men to sail for raids.
His fleet is strong and so are his warriors and shieldmaidens, but he just wants a better advantage against the English because they're gaining a reputation for being strategists and having large armies.
Two other Jarl's agree, but a third wants to see him first. So, along with with older brother and a group of his men, he rides to the Jarl's village.
Viking!Simon Riley feasts and drinks with the other Jarl and their men, the great hall filled with the smell of fire and the sound of laughter. Servants come and go quietly, filling cups and plates without lifting their gaze—they're slaves, not free people and therefore not the kind a Jarl even spares a glance.
That is true for Viking!Simon Riley as well, until you.
There's just something about you that makes his gaze continue to return to you—he doesn't even want to admit to himself what's got him so entranced with a thrall at first. It's definitely not because you hold yourself differently than the other servants. Your shoulders are slumped like theirs, gaze constantly lowered and hands busy. A few cups of mead later, Viking!Simon Riley finally realizes that the reason why he can't keep his eyes off you is because you're prettier than a thrall should be—you're more beautiful than any person he has laid with before.
He turns to the Jarl's wife who has one of their young sons on his lap. "Who's that?" he asks pointing at you, and the wife responds with your name—Viking!Simon Riley repeats it in his head like a prayer to Odin.
When you come around to the high table where he and his brother as well as the other Jarl's family is seated, the drunken buzz the mead causes warming Viking!Simon Riley's face and chest. It's when you turn around to continue serving others that he grabs a hold of your wrist "Serve me." Uncertainty crosses your face but a nod from the other Jarl, your master, makes you nod as well.
At first Viking!Simon Riley is satisfied with you staying close in the background, stepping close each time his cup needs filling. Each time you stand next to him and lean down as you pour more mead, he inhales deeply to catch your scent—clean linen, mead from pouring it all night and hay you must be sleeping on in the servants shed.
By the fifth time you step next to him to pour, he pulls you into his lap—his cock already hard, pressing against your bottom. He shifts occasionally, flexing the muscular meat of his thighs and angling his hips to press his cock harder against you as he seeks for friction. He could take you into the hut the other Jarl has given for his stay and do whatever he wants with you, but he doesn't.
The great hall has grown quieter, most warriors passed out drunk or gone to sleep, when Viking!Simon Riley nods to you still on his lap. "How much for 'em?". The other Jarl, his brother and even you pause at the question. Hesitating, the Jarl names a price three times higher than is usual for selling thralls—obviously not wanting to sell you but also not wanting to refuse outright to keep the alliance they made earlier this evening for the raids.
Viking!Simon Riley only shrugs with the words " 'll pay it." before throwing a leather pouch full of gold and silver onto the table right in front of the Jarl, then standing up and lifting you off his lap before the Jarl can take his offer back. You don't even protest, let yourself get dragged out of the hall and into the hut after Viking!Simon Riley took the jug out of your hands and put it on the table.
There's a fire burning in the middle of the hut, the floor lined with wood and furs, a bed behind a flimsy wall and a table.
It's unlike Viking!Simon Riley to be gentle, especially with thralls and slaves, but he lets the rough and calloused pads of his fingers ghost over your jawline and then down your neck to your collarbone. He waits at the cord keeping you clothed, watches closely for any kind of protests, but when there is none he toys it open and the linen falls to the floor.
Instead of bending you over the table in the hut, Viking!Simon Riley lays you down on the bed. He takes his time to let his hands roam over your skin, giving light squeezes to your thighs and hips and waist and letting his big hands roam over your chest while telling you how beautiful you are.
He's fighting for control and patience when he finally alignes his painfully throbbing cock, pushing in slowly while watching your face closely for any sign of discomfort. His brother would probably call him pathetic with how much Viking!Simon Riley had to hold back to make this good for you too, with how much lust and desire swirls like dark storms in his eyes as they look down on you beneath him.
"Fuck." he grunts as his fat mushroom tip slowly pushes into you, splitting you apart at a bearable pace. The firelight squeezes through the small gaps in the wall, illuminating the scars all over his body and the tattoos on his arms and back and chest while highlighting the muscles and keeping your skin looking soft—it's maddening.
Once buried fully, he leans down to press soft kisses to your jaw and neck as he lets you get used to him as his cock twitches impatiently at being enveloped by your warmth. Viking!Simon Riley starts slow and soft, pulling his cock out a bit before pushing it back in. This gentleness is so unlike him—normally he fucks fast and almost violent, but with you he finds that he can't.
He carefully manhandles you into the positions he wants, putting your ankles on his broad shoulders and holding the back of your knees to his chest as he increases his pace. You don't scream or try to scramble away, taking him better than anyone has ever before which makes him grow bolder. He starts rutting into you faster and harder, his hands caressing any flesh they can reach.
Viking!Simon Riley is a Jarl that who doesn't need to care for others, especially not thralls, but when he spills into you with a deep moan he doesn't stop right away—even as his seed spills out of you past his slowly softening cock, dripping onto the fur on the bed he laid you on top of. He uses his hands too to make you cum, keeping his restless pace and listening close for the changes of your breathing and watching your expression change as you do.
Viking!Simon Riley had named his brother his successor because he never thought about marriage, but now he does.
Synopsis: Your neighbor, Mr. Riley, is cold, quiet and impossible to read. He helps out a few times—carrying heavy boxes, fixing things—but never sticks around long enough for a 'thank you' that he doesn't even seem to want. Every conversation ends in silence, every interaction feels wrong.
Then his face appears on the news. He's not just unfriendly —he's a wanted fugitive, linked to multiple murders and armed robberies for which he wore a skull mask to hide his identity.
Shaken but relieved he's gone, you try to move on...until the news break that he has escaped.
!MDNI!
cw: SLOW BURN, reader lives alone and is kinda lonely, reader lives in a shitty neighborhood with a high crime rate, Simon seems like a dick (he kinda is, but also not really), mention and slight description of strangulation, criminal! TF141, kidnapping, captivity, restraining, mention of self-harm/suicide (not descriptive), description of a panic attack, criminal! Simons backstory (altered to fit the story), AU, heavy focus on reader interacting with Simon
Tags will be added as the story continues.
wc: 11k
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'Apartment 3B is falling apart.'
That's the first thing you think as the bottom of the box threatens to give out halfway up the stairs.
Sweat slips down your neck and the hallway smells like someone microwaved old takeout—again.
You give the box a final shove with your knee, but it only makes it tilt more dangerously.
Then a voice, low and flat, speaks to you.
"Yer gonna drop that."
You jump.
You may only have moved into this apartment complex a few weeks ago, but you already know the man the voice belongs to.
He's your neighbor, his apartment door right opposite of yours.
You don't know his first name, you haven't even spoken to him yet since he seemingly is barely home and only heard his voice muffled through his apartment door, but the name plate on his door is gracious enough to give you his last name—Riley.
He's tall, hulking, the kind of presence that fills a space just by existing in it.
His door is open just a crack, just enough for him to watch—his face concealed by a black surgical mask and a cap deeply pulled down into his face.
You force a polite smile.
"Yeah, well...I'm trying not to."
He steps out without another word, grabs the box like it weighs nothing and carries it up the last few stairs leading to the third floor your, and his, apartment is on.
He doesn't grunt with effort nor asks, just does it.
"Thanks." you say a bit taken aback as you follow behind him, fumbling for your keys.
"I think it has my coffee maker in it, I didn't want to risk breaking it..."
He doesn't respond and just sets the box down in front of your door before he already turns around to take the three steps in the hallway leading to his.
"Hey- wait!" you call out while try to keep your voice light, friendly.
"Can I offer you something as a thanks? It's the least I can do."
Mr. Riley glances over his shoulder, eyes hard like steel.
He looks you up and down for a moment, his sharp brown eyes making you uncomfortable as they scrutinize you.
Then he just turns back around, vanishes in his apartment as he closes the door shut without uttering a single word.
You're left standing in the hallway for a moment as you process what just happened.
Right...okay then.
You blink, shift your weight, then turn back to your door and drag the box inside.
It lands with a thud that echoes in the silence of your mostly unfurnished apartment.
You shoot one more glance at his door across the hall—nothing, not even footsteps or a playing TV.
You close your own door behind you, lock it.
Inside you wrestle the coffee maker out of the box.
No damage, miraculously, despite your struggle to get it up several flights of stairs in great effort since the elevator is out of order ever since before you moved in.
You tell yourself Mr. Riley probably just doesn't like people, that's fine—you don't need to be best friends with the guy next door.
Still, you chew your lip as you set up your machine.
You're not sure what bugs you more , the coldness or the way his eyes didn't blink when he looked at you.
He made you feel like you were something hanging on a hook in a butcher shop, small and helpless somehow.
You wash away the weird feeling his gaze left on your skin, and the sweat clinging to it, under a hot shower.
The water turns cold after only a few minutes though, leaving you with cold water to finish showering before you turn into a block of ice.
At least your sheets are soft when you lay down for sleep a few hours later so you have enough energy for work the next morning.
Being a secretary to an asshole of a boss wasn't your first choice job wise but it was all you managed to get in this brutal job market.
You even had to move out of your small town to live in the big city or at least the outskirts of it, which doesn't seem to make rent any less expensive.
But that doesn't matter now, at least not for a few more hours, because you're off work and home—until tomorrow morning.
You pull your blanket further up until it's right below your chin, cold sweeping in through the cracks of the old wooden window frames.
Outside, late autumn wind whispers in the streets and occasionally pressing a few stray leaves against the windows in your apartment or swaying some raindrops against the glass.
It's cold outside, it has been for weeks.
Occasional rain muddies the street, making fallen leaves stick to any surface they can.
It makes your way to work even more unpleasant than usual, forcing you to take an umbrella with you every morning while hoping you will never have to use it.
Due to the weather, you ended up entering the office with wet feet from puddles more often than you'd like to admit and feeling so cold every morning that you'd shiver involuntarily at the warmth the office provided.
But for now you can enjoy your blanket warming you up, gathering your body heat under it.
You can enjoy the feeling of your muscles relaxing on top of your soft mattress while your eyelids grow heavier.
Soon enough, you fall asleep.
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After your alarm clock rips you out of your sleep the next morning, you get ready and enjoy a hot cup of coffee from your new coffee maker before you exit your apartment.
You lock the door securely, though you are sure if someone tried to break the old door down it wouldn't take too much effort.
Another resident, one from a story below, tries to stop you in the stairwell—again.
He's probably two decades older than you and hasn't really seem to have gotten the hint that you are not interested in him.
He's tried to ask you out and make advances on you ever since you moved in but you always excuse yourself by saying you're in a hurry even if you're not.
That guy is just a creep and you only want to avoid him, though this morning is sadly no different.
You're barely halfway down the second flight of stairs when he spots you.
"Hey, mornin' sweetheart."
You pretend not to hear him and quicken your steps but his voice rises as you round the corner and get closer to where he is.
"You got a second? I was thinking-" he starts, but you know exactly what he wants to say.
"No, sorry." you cut in quickly with a forced smile, eyes fixed on your feet and hand already clutching the rail tighter than you need to as you stop walking down the stairs to make sure he hears you.
"I'm late." you add, lifting your gaze to meet his with a distant but apologetic smile that couldn't be more fake.
You're not late, if anything you're early, but you would rather walk through fresh tar in heels than have a conversation with that man.
He doesn't move out of the way immediately.
Just stands there, one foot planted on the step above you and blocking your path like he's thinking about saying something else.
You try to step past him and his hand twitches slightly like he might reach out—like he wants to.
You feel the hairs rise on the back of your neck, already thinking about how you can bolt past him without any consequences...but then something shifts.
The man's smile fades like someone wiped it off with a rag.
His eyes dart past you, over your shoulder, for just a moment—you miss catching that.
He takes half a step back, then another and clears your path with it.
"Nevermind." he mumbles quickly and shuffles down the stairs like he just remembered something important on the ground floor, in the distance you can hear him open and close a door—probably the one to his apartment—before complete silence falls over the complex again.
He doesn't look back, doesn't say something else.
You blink taken aback, heart still ticking faster than you'd like.
It takes you a moment to process that he left just like that because usually he will follow you all the way to the ground floor until you rush out the front door, leaving him behind.
Weird.
You exhale and keep walking.
Once on the ground floor you open the front door, rain has started to fall from the sky.
With a small sigh you reach into your bag and fish out your umbrella.
The door falls shut again as you step back to keep the cold air from seeping into the complex and hallway.
Your fingers are still blindly looking for your umbrella when you hear footsteps approaching from behind.
Instinctively, you step aside to make space for the person who seemingly wants to get out of the building too.
Once you finally manage to grab a hold of your umbrella, you take it out of your bag and your gaze lifts automatically—meeting a pair of eyes.
Sharp, steady and unreadable just like yesterday.
It's Mr. Riley.
He doesn't look at you so much as through you.
His hood is pulled low, casting a shadow across his brow and his rain jacket is zipped all the way up to his nose bridge.
All you can see are his eyes—dark, still and unblinking with the kind of look that holds too much and gives away nothing.
He's dressed entirely in black again.
A thick hoodie beneath the jacket, heavy boots, long cargo pants, gloves on his hands.
A black duffle bag hangs off his shoulder, not stuffed but not empty either.
It shifts slightly as he moves, something solid dragging the fabric taut on one side.
You realize you're still staring and for some reason, your voice comes out before you can stop it.
"Good morning." you give him a polite smile before quickly continuing.
"Hey uh, thanks again. For yesterday, with the box."
Your tone is casual, polite, the way you'd speak to a bus driver or someone holding a door open.
You're just trying to be decent, human...but he keeps walking.
Not fast, not necessarily rude.
He just passes you like you're part of the wall, part of the floor, part of the rain outside—not worth slowing for, not worth answering.
He doesn't nod, doesn't blink, doesn't even make a sound that shows he even heard you.
The duffle bumps against his hip, one gloved hand holds the strap tight over his shoulder.
You step further back automatically as he brushes past you, the cold from outside clinging to his jacket like a second skin.
He smells faintly of something metallic, of rain, of something sterile and sharp.
He pulls the door open and steps out into the street and that's it—he's just gone like a shadow slipping past the edge of your vision.
You stand there for a second too long, umbrella forgotten in your hand, your heart suddenly louder in your chest than it should be.
It wasn't just that he ignored you, it's the way he never even acknowledged you were there.
You watch his figure get swallowed by the rain from your spot near the front door.
He doesn't even seem bothered that it's now pouring, acts like the rain isn't even there as he strides down the street with heavy and long steps.
You snap yourself out of your stupor, and almost shocked state, with a shake of your head.
You press your hand against the front door to stop it from closing completely, using your foot to keep it ajar as you open your umbrella before quickly stepping under it outside and into the rain to avoid getting wet.
Heavy raindrops hit the top of the umbrella as you walk to the subway station.
The fat drops roll down the sides before they hit the ground and vanish between the rest of the wetness on the sidewalk.
You clutch your bag tighter, press it harder against your side so no one can grab it from you and run off with it.
Luckily, this has never happened to you yet but you guess it's better to be safe than sorry.
The area you live in isn't particularly safe.
While being mugged is rare, someone trying to snag a bag or wallet—or anything really—isn't.
You're sure to always keep this in the back of your mind when you're on your way to work or going back home.
That thought is enough to keep your mind away from the weird interaction, or a lack of one, with Mr. Riley.
Your walk to the subway station is the same as always.
You hold the umbrella tight so a gust of autumn wind can't blow it out of your hand as you use it to cover your head and torso so you won't be completely drenched by the time you reach the office.
The subway is quiet when you enter, remnants of sleep still written across everyone's face.
A man sits next to you after a few stops despite tons of other seats being empty.
It's not the first time this has happened, by now you almost expect it to.
You're not even surprised that he spreads his legs, making his thigh touch yours.
Also not the first time, also expected.
You just silently sit through it, endure it until it's finally your stop.
You squeeze past him and just glad he doesn't get off too.
At the office, you swipe your badge on the door to gain access to the building.
The day passes in the same dull rhythm as every other.
Spreadsheets, emails, phone calls, having to do your bosses tasks since he's just truly incapable at his job and someone tries to start a war—yet again—because someone else forgot to refill the coffee machine before lunch.
After work and the usual niceties of "Have a great rest day!", you make your way back to the subway.
You're already mentally preparing yourself for another evening of nothing special, maybe doing some laundry after cooking or calling your parents for a quick chat.
The hallways of the apartment complex are quiet when you enter through the front door, only your footsteps echoing through the stairwell.
When you reach the third floor, the one your apartment is on, you glance at Mr.Riley's door for a moment.
No sound comes from behind it, no quiet footsteps, no movement, no TV quietly running—nothing.
Perhaps he isn't home yet.
Not that you care of course, he's rude and obviously doesn't want anything to do with you.
You unlock your apartment door and inside you kick your shoes off before you hop into the shower to warm up your cooled down and drenched body—the umbrella only able to do so much.
The water runs cold after a few minutes again and you make a mental note to yourself to write, another, email to the landlord addressing the water heater.
Your last email from two weeks ago is still unanswered, you won't give up on it already though.
After showering and getting dressed in something comfortable, you cook and eat dinner before shoving some laundry in the washing machine.
You open a window for some fresh air, the old building having it's own smell of mold and dust—a unpleasant smell you don't think you'll ever get used to.
You pour yourself a glass of water and lean against the kitchen counter as the washer kicks into a sluggish rhythm behind you.
It's been a long day, not bad but just...long.
Exhaustion settles into your shoulders like it's lived there for years, your hair's still damp from the shower and you can feel the warmth of the meal you ate not long ago still sitting in your stomach—heavy but comforting.
You scroll through your phone with one hand, catching up on nothing in particular—your parents don't have time for a quick chat because they have to go to bed.
Local news, a few messages from friends you left behind in your home town, some flash-sale emails you'll never open.
Another missing person.
You skim the headline.
Some guy, mid-thirties, last seen near the Westside transit line.
No photo, no new leads.
You've seen stories like it more times than you can count since moving here, probably more since the weather started turning.
You lock your phone and toss it onto the couch.
The washer shifts into its spin cycle with a groan as the washing process finishes.
You sigh and pull yourself away from the counter, rubbing at your eyes as you make your way toward it.
There's nothing urgent left to do tonight, maybe hang the clothes, queue up a movie you won't finish and call it a day.
As you walk past the front door, you pause for a second.
You thought you heard something—a sound just beyond the door but it fades as quickly as it came and your hand just lingers on the laundry closet door.
Old buildings make noise.
Pipes click, floorboards creak, neighbors come and go.
You're probably just tired.
You open the washer, start hauling out the damp clothes.
The fabric is wet and cold against your fingers, you don't bother sorting and just hang things wherever they'll fit.
Behind you, the hallway stays quiet.
A minute passes, the usual city sounds muffled through the glass—sirens somewhere distant, the rumble of a car passing too fast down a wet street.
The wind's picking up again outside, you can hear it snake its way through the cracks in the window frame.
It's colder tonight.
You glance at the time.
Still too early for bed, too late to really do anything productive.
Maybe tomorrow you'll start a new book, clean.
You hear the door across the hall shut with a soft click.
You don't pay it much mind—people come and go, it's none of your business.
So you keep hanging up laundry, humming something tuneless under your breath and already thinking about tomorrow.
Another couple minutes later, you're hanging damp shirts over a drying rack when you hear it again—the slight rattle of a door...but this time it's yours.
You turn.
The door's still locked, still shut.
But there was a noise—you swear there was.
You creep toward it and put your eye to the peephole.
Mr.Riley's door is closed, the hallway empty but for some reason your skin prickles like it isn't.
Your eyebrows knit together.
There isn't even a single indicator that someone was just in the hallway.
The lights aren't on, there are no footsteps in the staircase—at least you can't hear any from the comfort of your apartment.
'I must be really tired.' you think and decide to just go to bed after finishing to hang up the last shirts you have left.
You're halfway through hanging the last shirt when you feel it—fatigue settling into your bones a little deeper.
You stretch your neck, sigh through your nose and finish draping the shirt over the drying rack.
The radiator clicks quietly as it starts to warm up, its usual rhythm barely audible over the hum of the city outside.
You close the window, shutting out the smell of rain and exhaust.
The air inside is still a little stuffy, but at least it's warmer inside your apartment than outside.
The couch calls to you but you know better—you'd fall asleep halfway through a show and wake up at 3 a.m. cold and aching.
You flip off the kitchen light and walk to the bathroom, your footsteps soft against the warped hardwood floor.
You brush your teeth with the lazy slowness of someone who's done it a thousand times in the exact same order, after that you pat into your bedroom and exchange your hoodie for your comfiest old shirt—the one with the faded print and stretched-out collar.
The blanket is already cool when you wrap yourself tight, curling toward the wall where the wind hits least.
Your eyes close before your head even fully sinks into the pillow and you're asleep almost instantly.
You don't dream, at least nothing you remember—just the sensation of darkness and weight, of time slipping by in a slow, quiet current.
And then, in the distance, a sound.
It's not loud nor sharp, it's just...there—soft and close.
Something shifts in your apartment, or maybe in the building.
Could be just a neighbor or a neighbor who has a visitor coming or leaving, you don't care.
You stir but don't wake, sleep keeping your eyelids shut.
The sound fades and everything settles into silence again.
Your breath evens out.
Outside, the hallway stays still.
The lights flicker once as they get switched on, then burn steady.
A pair of eyes stare at your door for a long, unmoving moment...and then they're gone.
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The alarm buzzes far too early.
You blink against the dim gray light creeping through your window, groggy and stiff.
Your body aches the way it always does after a long workday—not from exertion, just from existing in a chair too small and a city too loud.
You reach over and silence the alarm, lying still for a moment.
No dream clings to the edge of your thoughts, just sleep—heavy and dreamless sleep.
You eventually push yourself up and swing your legs over the side of the bed, your feet hitting the cold floor.
The room is quiet, still, a little too cold for comfort but not unbearable.
The radiator clicks again, doing its best.
You stretch once, arms above your head and then shuffle to the bathroom.
Your morning routine plays out exactly like it always does.
The smell of last night's laundry still hangs faintly in the air as you walk into the living room, a damp scent that never quite goes away in apartments like this.
You throw on your work clothes in your bedroom, still slightly wrinkled, and head toward the kitchen afterwards.
A few taps on the coffee machine and your first cup of caffeine starts to brew.
You lean on the counter while it gurgles, a yawn stretching your face as you wait.
Outside, the street is wet from last night's rain.
The clouds haven't cleared and it looks like they don't plan to anytime soon so the umbrella is definitely coming with you again today.
You finish your coffee in silence, staring out the window and thinking about absolutely nothing—the best kind of thinking in the morning.
Eventually you pull on your jacket and shoes, grab your bag and double-check that you've got your keys.
Then, out of habit, you check the door lock once more before opening it.
The hallway greets you with that familiar stale air and weak lighting.
Mr.Riley's door is closed, not a sound from inside.
You don't look at it long.
You turn, lock your door and head down the stairs—another day, another routine.
The day passes in its usual haze of repetition.
You get off the subway, cold seeping in under your jacket from where the wind cuts through the streets.
It's already starting to get dark when you reach your apartment building, the sun setting earlier in fall.
The rain's holding off for now but the sky looks heavy with it.
You were spared a downpour of rain this morning which you are more than glad about, especially since you were spared another one this evening while you were walking to your apartment complex.
You're halfway up the stairs when you hear it—the familiar tsk-tsk of someone waiting to catch your attention.
"Well, if it isn't our mystery girl from 3B." a voice croaks behind you.
You turn, already forcing a polite half-smile and then you see her.
Mrs. Allen, one of the long-time residents from the ground floor.
She's probably in her late fifties though years of smoking and nosing around in other people's business have aged her voice more than her face.
Her hair is dyed a reddish shade far too bright to be natural, a cardigan hanging off one shoulder and a reusable grocery bag is slung over one of her arms like a purse.
She smells like a mix of stale bread, cold drip coffee left too long on the burner and the thick tang of cigarette smoke that's soaked into her clothes so deeply you doubt it'll ever come out.
You don't even want to imagine what her apartment must smell like when you can faintly smell the cold cigarette smoke every time you pass 1A.
"Oh, you're just getting back now? Poor thing. Bet you're working your fingers to the bone for that corporate vampire you mentioned last week."
You give a soft and polite chuckle.
"Yeah, something like that."
She waves you down the stairs and you follow, even though you'd rather just get inside and put your bag down.
"You know, things've been interesting around here lately..." she says with the exaggerated weight of someone about to unleash something juicy, her voice a hush whisper as she looks around as if what she's about to tell you is top-secret and only for you to hear.
"People coming and going, strange noises at night—not that you'd notice, sleeping like the dead in that little tomb of yours I bet."
You don't answer that, just nod vaguely and try not to breathe too deep.
"I'll tell you what though, that kid on 4A? He swears someone tried his door handle in the middle of the night. Gave him a right fright, he says." she makes a clicking sound with her tongue.
"Cops didn't care, of course. Said it's probably just junkies trying doors."
You glance up the stairs, already half antsy to get to your floor.
"But here's the kicker-" She lowers her voice dramatically, even though no one else is around.
"You remember that man from down in 2B? Real mouthy, always yelling for the landlord, making scenes? Haven't seen him in days. Not since Tuesday."
"I'm sure he's just out or something." you say quickly.
It comes out a little defensive and you're not sure why—you have never seen the man, only heard him yelling in complaints.
Mrs. Allen raises her eyebrows.
"Oh, honey, in this place? People don't leave, they just disappear. That's what happens around here."
You don't really know what to say to that.
She narrows her eyes at you in that overly familiar way she always does.
"You keep to yourself, don't you? Smart. Real smart. Especially with him so close."
You blink.
"Who?"
"You know who." she jerks her chin toward the ceiling, though she clearly means Mr.Riley.
"The one that barely ever talks. The one with the eyes who always covers his face."
You give her a tight, polite smile, the kind that says 'please stop talking' without actually saying it—she doesn't take the hint.
"I wouldn't trust a man that quiet. I heard from Mrs. Leon in 2A that he's got something under his bed, like...something. She swears she saw him leave with empty bags and returning with stuffed ones several times. Real heavy and big bags."
You saw him leave the building with a somewhat empty duffle bag yesterday too, though you didn't see him come back to confirm if the bag was any fuller when he returned—not that you should care.
You're not sure why she's telling you all this.
You're even less sure why your skin's crawling a little so you just chalk it up to being tired.
"Well..." you say, shifting your bag higher on your shoulder "I should go put away my groceries."
You have no groceries.
"Oh, of course of course." Mrs. Allen waves you off, already distracted by her own thoughts.
"Just keep your ears open, darling. This building's got its secrets."
You offer a nod and make your way up the flights of stairs to the third floor, her scent trailing after you like a gum stuck to the bottom of your shoe.
When you reach your door, you glance at Mr.Riley's across the hall.
Closed, quiet—just like always.
You slide your key into the lock, giving one last glance down the stairwell behind you.
No sign of Mrs. Allen, no sound, just the low creaks and groans of the building settling into itself for the night.
Inside, the apartment is exactly how you left it—dim, still carrying the faint warmth from this morning's coffee and still smelling like detergent from washing and drying laundry the day before.
You lock the door behind you with a soft click and shrug out of your jacket, letting your bag drop next to the coat rack with a dull thump.
Your apartment isn't much, but right now, it feels like a cocoon.
A small and quiet space that's yours, untouched by gossip, cigarette breath and the way Mrs. Allen talks like she's narrating an urban legend.
You set your phone on the counter and check the time.
Late, but not too late to throw something easy together for dinner perhaps.
You settle on leftovers, reheating them in the microwave and leaning against the counter as they spin behind the scratched plastic door while you check your phone.
Nothing new is awaiting you—no messages, no headlines that catch your attention.
Unwillingly, your thoughts drift to Mr.Riley—you hadn't thought much about him until Mrs. Allen opened her mouth.
He's been your neighbor for weeks now, and sure, he's strange—keeps to himself, doesn't talk, wears the same dark clothes and gloves like he's allergic to being seen—but none of that's a crime.
Still, your brain replays her words like background noise.
'People don't leave, they just disappear.' - 'Real heavy and big bags.' - 'The one with the eyes.'
You shake your head, scoff under your breath.
People like her love turning silence into something sinister.
The microwave beeps.
You eat your food on the couch with a blanket over your lap, TV playing something harmless in the background.
Static-light comedy, too quiet to really follow but just enough to fill the room.
Eventually you wash your plate, change into something soft and oversized and go about the rest of your nightly routine.
You pass by the front door on the way to your room and glance at the lock.
You decide to turn it once more, just in case.
It's not because you're scared, it's just a habit—old building just make noises.
Later, as you lie in bed, you try not to think about duffle bags or the fact that you've never once seen Mr. Riley laugh, cough, or even speak more than a sentence.
Some people just don't seem to be the type to make a lot of noise, at least that's your guess.
You stare at the ceiling for a while, listening to the low moan of wind against the windows.
Then, finally, sleep finds you.
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Three weeks pass after Mrs. Allen cornered you in the stairwell, stinking of smoke and rumor, until you see Mr.Riley again.
You hadn't thought about him more than for a passing second at a time the last three weeks—usually when the kid from 4A played his music until deep in the night, the bass damp but loud enough to keep you awake which made you notice that Mr.Riley comes home pretty late whenever he leaves in the morning.
He seems to come home way past midnight when the complex has already settled for sleep, considering you don't hear his door open and close most of the time, which makes you wonder what kind of job he works to be out for this long.
But life moved on, the way it always does.
The elevator is still broken, the water still runs cold after five minutes, your boss still can't send a coherent email and the office coffee machine still breaks down like it's being purposely sabotaged.
Nothing dramatic has happened.
No missing neighbors, no suspicious bags and no strange noises at night—or at least none you couldn't blame on the pipes.
So you adjusted, routine took over again—burying the unease in the rhythm of work, bills, laundry, emails, dishes.
That is until you meet Mr. Riley again, your boring routine interrupted for long enough to notice that it's interrupted.
It's a late Saturday evening and you're still fighting with the instructions of a bookcase.
It's been hours since you started trying to build it but you can't make sense of the instructions and feel like a few parts are missing.
You're hammering the shelves into the obviously crooked frame, screw them in place but nothing seems to fit anywhere.
You groan in frustration as you try to get the shelve, you just tried to force into place, out again.
Then, there is a knock on your door.
It's not violent or angry, it's determined and almost faint—almost making you miss that it's even there.
You don't even look into the peephole to check who stands in front of your door before you unlock and open it.
Mr.Riley is looming over in front you, eyes lowered to something in the middle of the previously closed door.
You forgot how tall and big he is, making you involuntarily swallow hard.
His broad shoulders are almost as big as the doorframe and he barely avoids the top of it with his head.
He is dressed in all black again, his face covered by a black surgical mask and the hood of his hoodie is pulled deep into his face once more.
"It's late." he say's, his dark voice booming across the hallway despite being quiet.
He doesn't say it in a angry or accusing tone, just states a fact.
You need a moment before you're able to answer, Mrs. Allen's gossip of how she heard he leaves with empty bags and returns with full ones playing in your mind.
"I know, I'm sorry." you say quickly, polite.
"I was...I'm just trying to build a bookshelf but it's more of a challenge than I thought." you admit a bit sheepish and shy, a embarrassed chuckle escaping past your lips.
Mr.Riley glances past you.
His eyes wander over the interior of your apartment for a moment before they ultimately land on the parts of the half unbuilt and crooked bookshelf.
He hums deeply, almost grunts, his eyes still fixed on the mostly dissembled bookshelf before he takes a step forward.
Instinctively you take a step back as he looms over you so easily and he seems to take your step back as an invitation to step inside because he just squeeze past you into your apartment.
Your lips part in polite protest, but the words die on your tongue before they could be heard.
You're frozen in place for a moment, staring at where he was just standing with your hand still holding onto the door handle.
It's the sound of his heavy boots becoming quieter before they stop that gets you out of that statue like state.
You turn around, eyes slightly widened in confusion and surprise at the fact that he just walked in without even asking.
Your gaze find his figure—he's hunched over the dissembled bookshelf, his eyes seemingly examining it.
He shoves the instructions aside, not even sparing them a skim, before he takes off the black cotton gloves he always wears.
His bare right hand picks up the screwdriver you had used to try and assemble the bookshelf and Mr.Riley crouches down as he begins undoing the screws.
You close the door again, not fully though—you leave a gap big enough for someone to slip through.
Just in case.
"Uhm.." you mutter, unsure of what to even say.
Mr. Riley doesn't react and just continues to undo the screws and take the shelves out of the crooked frame.
It only takes a few moments for him to be done with that, shelves, screws and the dissembled frame laying on the floor of your living room.
He stands again, slow and steady, unfolding to his full height like a shadow stretching under a streetlight.
Without a word, he grabs the first two wooden panels and fits them together with a precision that makes your earlier efforts feel like finger-painting on concrete during rain—utterly useless.
You linger near the doorway, one hand still hovering over the half-closed door behind you while watching him work.
He doesn't glance up, doesn't ask for help, doesn't even make a single sound.
You're not even sure if he can speak beyond the few clipped words he's given you a few weeks ago.
There's something mechanical about the way he moves, efficient and focused like he's done this a hundred times before—like he could do it blindfolded.
The only sound in the apartment is the scrape of wood against wood, the soft click of screws turning into place and the dull thud of the frame finally sitting flat against the floor.
He doesn't touch the instructions, doesn't need to.
You step away from the door slowly and hover awkwardly near the kitchenette, arms crossed loosely over your chest as you watch him work in fascination.
"Would you like something to drink? A water, maybe..?" you offer out of politeness, voice low—still no answer.
You watch him screw the last shelf into place, hands steady, movement fluid.
He doesn't speak even after he stands back up and gives the finished piece a once-over.
It looks perfect—straight, stable and solid like it's always been there.
He wipes his hands on the thighs of his black jeans, then reaches for the gloves he laid on the floor earlier.
He pulls them on slowly, tugging each fingertip snug with little practiced jerks.
"Thank you." you say genuine this time after you manage to get yourself out of your amazed staring at just how fast he built the bookshelf because you had needed hours to even figure out how to even get the frame together.
Your voice is still soft, but steady.
"Seriously. I couldn't figure it out."
Mr. Riley turns to face you.
His eyes meet yours briefly, unreadable in the low light, the only part of his face still visible beneath the hood and mask.
He gives a single nod, so small and subtle that you doubt ever seeing it.
And then, without a word, he walks toward the door.
You step out of the way instinctively.
He doesn't acknowledge you further as he passes—just pulls the door open with a slow, controlled motion and steps back into the dim hallway.
The door swings shut behind him with a soft click.
You stand there for a moment in silence, then you look back at the bookshelf.
Perfect, not a single screw out of place.
You cross the room and trail your fingers along the edge of the top shelf, trying to shake the lingering sense of...something.
You're not sure if it's gratitude or discomfort—or even both.
You walk over to your front door and lock it, check if it locked once then twice.
After what Mrs. Allen told you about the guy from 4A, you make sure to always check twice or even three times if the lock clicks in place—just in case.
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Sunday morning is slow and silent, the kind where the city feels half-asleep and the air in your apartment hangs heavy with stillness.
The bookshelf stands against the wall like it's always belonged there.
Every time you glance at it, it still looks too perfect—too precise, not one shelf out of line, not one screw loose.
It's the only new thing in your apartment that doesn't creak, lean, or make some kind of mechanical complaint aside from your coffee maker.
You try not to keep staring at it, but you do.
More than once.
You catch yourself thinking about how quickly he moved, how quiet he was, how he just knew how to fix it like it was muscle memory.
You wonder what he does for work—if he has work which you guess he does since he does leave the building some mornings.
You've never seen him leave at regular hours though, never seen him dressed for a job and never have you even seen him carry anything except that black duffle bag.
Shaking your head to get yourself out of your thoughts about him, you take your gaze off the perfect bookshelf.
You're not trying to obsess, you're just curious—that's all.
The rain starts up again around noon.
It's light at first, then steady and relentless.
It drums softly on the windows and you try to take the gloomy weather as permission to stay inside all day.
You throw together a late breakfast then settle on the couch in a hoodie and thick socks.
You almost manage to relax—almost.
But your attention keeps drifting toward the hallway, you haven't heard anything from across the hall all morning.
Not a single boot step, no creaking wood, not even the usual soft clunk of Mr. Riley's lock locking behind him.
You tell yourself that's normal.
Still, when you bring your empty coffee mug to the sink, you pause beside the door and press your ear lightly against the wood—nothing, just the sound of your own breathing.
You back away and sigh.
This is stupid.
You don't care where he is or what he's doing.
You don't care that he came in, fixed your shelf, and left without saying more than four words total.
You check the lock again before walking away and it's definitely clicked in place.
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You don't realize how exhausted you are until you're halfway up the stairs the following day, your legs are burning and your umbrella is dripping cold rainwater down your wrist.
The subway was packed, your boss was in one of his moods, you didn't even get a real lunch break and you still had to walk half a mile in the soggy mess to reach the apartment complex.
When you finally reach the third floor, you let out a breath and fumble for your keys while already thinking about heat, food and collapsing on the couch.
But when you push the key into the lock, it doesn't go in.
You blink, try again—it doesn't fit.
Your heart skips a beat as you straighten up and look at the door more closely.
The lock is different—shiny, new.
A deadbolt that wasn't there before with a reinforced strike plate and a smoother, sturdier handle—definitely not the one from this morning.
Your eyes flick across the hallway to see if Mr. Riley's lock was changed too, but it wasn't.
Though his model was newer and better than your previous one anyway.
You stand there for a second, dripping, as you try to piece it together.
Digging through your key ring, you find the second key—the one the landlord gave you as a spare that never fit.
This time, it turns easily.
The bolt slides open with a quiet, well-oiled click.
Inside, everything's as you left it.
Still dark, still warm and still your tiny apartment.
You close the door behind you, lock it and flip the switch for the light before you stand in front of the new lock and stare at it for a moment.
It's definitely an upgrade, you just don't remember anyone saying it was coming—no email, no heads up, nothing.
Later that night after you've warmed up, changed clothes and reheated soup from yesterday, you open your laptop at the kitchen table and write a quick email to your landlord.
Subject: New Lock Installation. Thank You!
'Hello Mr. Levington,
I just wanted to say thanks for the new lock on my apartment door - I noticed it had been replaced when I came home from work today. It's definitely a big improvement over the old one and makes me feel a lot safer, especially after some of the recent stories going around the building.
While I have your attention, I also wanted to kindly follow up again on the water heater issue. I'm still getting only a few minutes of hot water before it turns cold, which makes showers pretty uncomfortable—especially with the weather lately.
Thanks again for the lock,
Unit 3B'
You hit send, turn off the laptop and sit in the quiet for a moment—staring at the screen as it fades to black.
Something about the whole thing gnaws at you, but you don't exactly know what.
You guess it's just odd that Mr. Levington hasn't responded to your two previous emails about the water heater but then decided to change your lock for a brand new one without even a warning or addressing it at all.
You hadn't even complained about the lock, not even mentioned that it could use an upgrade even once.
The lock wasn't even one of your concerns about your apartment, though of course you had considered it to be one after what Mrs. Allen told you.
You don't mind the upgrade of course, it's great to have, but the shiny new lock looks somewhat out of place on the old wooden door.
You try not to think about it too much though, shouldn't make a problem where there is none.
Instead of wasting the last bits of energy you have left on breaking your head over the lock and Mr. Levington not telling you he wanted to replace it, you use it to get ready for bed.
You sigh deeply as you lay down, later than you normally would—it's almost midnight.
And as you drift into sleep, the sound of boots on the vinyl floor of the hallway drums your eyelids heavier.
The quiet click of the lock across the hallway outside your apartment locking is the last thing you hear before you fall asleep just a few moments later.
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The days blur into an entire week.
Work eats your energy, the weather stays miserable.
The water heater still hasn't been fixed, you haven't even heard a word from your landlord.
And the lock?
Still shiny, still silent.
No explanation, no update and no receipt of installation.
You stopped asking.
A bit more than a week after you got your new lock, you catch sight of Mr. Riley again.
You're leaving your apartment early, too early, to catch a ride share after the subway line shut down for maintenance.
He's standing at his door, locking it.
Dressed all in black, face obscured as always.
His hood is pulled down low, gloved hands moving with steady precision over the deadbolt.
You step out quietly, hoping not to startle him.
"Morning." you say softly, not expecting anything—and you don't get anything in return, just as expected.
He doesn't turn his head, doesn't nod, doesn't even pause what he's doing.
You pass behind him in silence, the only sounds being your own hesitant steps and the soft scrape of his key turning in the lock.
You tell yourself you weren't trying to start a conversation, you were just being polite.
Another two weeks pass before you see him again.
It's after sunset.
You're coming up the stairs with your phone in hand, keys ready and half-distracted.
He's sitting on the top step of the landing, elbows on his knees, head resting on top of his folded hands as he stares into the distance.
He's not doing anything, not looking at anything, just...sitting.
Your stomach tightens at the sight of him.
Not with fear exactly but with something colder—uncertainty.
You step slower as you approach, trying to figure out if he's blocking the way.
He's not—there's just enough space to walk around.
And yet you pause a step or two from him, unsure of what to say.
"Are you alright?" you ask softly.
No answer.
His hood shifts slightly—a small tilt, not quite toward you and not quite away.
You glance at his gloved, intertwined hands.
A few fingers of his right hand are curled loosely around a lighter.
You step around him, quiet and careful.
When you reach your door and turn the key, he still hasn't moved.
You go inside and lock the door.
Another month later on a wednesday evening, you return home to find a piece of your mail has been slipped under your door—a thin envelope that must've fallen out of your box or has been misdelivered.
You bend down to pick it up and as you do, the hallway light flickers once overhead.
You glance across the hall.
Mr. Riley's door is cracked open just an inch and you think about knocking, but you don't.
You straighten up, check that your lock is still latched and go inside.
The following weeks you catch a glimpse of him a few more times.
You keep greeting him, out of sheer politeness.
He never responds or even seems to acknowledge you, by now you don't really mind anymore but these last couple of weeks he seems to not come home everyday.
You don't hear his lock click into place a few nights in a row which isn't too unusual since he often returns long after the building has settled to sleep, first guessing you yourself are asleep when he returns and therefore not noticing.
What gives away his absence however is the mail in his box not being taken out, a few letters piling behind the metal hatch.
Even Mrs. Allen doesn't know why he's away—but she doesn't hesitate to, unasked for, fill you in on all the gossip and rumors recently circulating around the complex.
She even tries to get some information out of you, but you manage to shake her off.
'None of my business.' you tell yourself and shove all and any thought of your neighbor from across the hall away.
That approach works, at least for another few days.
It's on one of the few occasions that you decide to watch the news.
Nothing else interesting to watch is running on any other channel and you don't want to, yet again, start a movie you know you won't finish.
You had made yourself some tea that has already gone cold, forgotten in your hands as you half-heartedly watch the news.
Inside your small apartment the soft blue flicker of the TV bathes your living room in a ghostly, almost eerily, light.
''After a decade-long manhunt, the criminal known as 'Ghost', was captured this evening during a heist in Bolton. Authorities confirm that the suspect, who was wanted in connection with at least sixteen homicides and a series of armed robberies that resulted in several deaths, was able to be detained-''
You stare at the screen.
The news anchor's voice is steady, clinical, almost bored as she reveals the circumstances of the criminal's capture.
Besides her pretty face, a grainy black and white photo appears—the man himself.
It seems to be a CCTV image, the frame besides the news anchor's head not moving while she continues to talk.
The man in the frame is tall, a rifle in his hand with the opening of it pointing upwards.
He holds a duffle bag in his other gloved hand, a wide rain jacket doing an awful job at concealing his clearly muscular build while a black balaclava with a skull mask sewn onto the upper part of it—you're guessing just above his lips—conceals his face but the frame is too unfocused to make out a lot.
People are on the ground besides him, covering their ears.
Some are laying flat on their stomach, others are sitting on the ground while some are crouched down.
And even though the frame is of too bad quality to be able to be sure based on their expressions, you can tell that they're scared—probably for their lives.
You don't know what you expected to feel regarding this type of news.
Relief, maybe, or disgust or some distant kind of victory—as if the country itself could exhale, let go of a breath held in fear with this criminal finally captured.
And you do feel all of these things, but the unexpected ache in your chest is strong and strange.
It's a quiet kind of pity for the man who had done all these kinds of atrocious things.
You're not sorry that he was captured, you would never feel sorry for a man like him going behind bars, you're sorry for the weight of a life misshaped into something monstrous.
You set the cup down, the half drunken and cold tea swaying with the movement.
The photo changes, now showing a paparazzi photo of Ghost as he exits a police van.
The focus is on his masked face and he looks straight into the camera.
You freeze.
The news anchors voice as she continues to speak echoes through your skull as you try to process the information she's giving.
The photo lingers on the screen for only a few moments, but that's all it takes.
Because somehow, you recognize him.
It's not the build, though it matches.
It's not the duffle bag, though that detail cuts a little too close.
It's not even the black gloves or the cold, hunched posture.
It's the eyes.
The same unreadable, slate-brown eyes you've met a few times across the hall that were barely visible beneath a hood or mask—quiet, flat, unblinking.
You tell yourself it's a coincidence, that it's impossible, but the news anchor's voice only confirms your feeling of familiarity with 'Ghost'.
"In a statement released a few hours later, authorities confirmed the identity of the man known by the alias 'Ghost' as Simon Riley. Riley is currently being held in custody after his capture this evening in Bolton."
Simon Riley.
Especially the last name lands in your chest like a brick.
You stare blankly as his name repeats in the news crawl beneath the anchor's face.
SIMON RILEY, ALIAS 'GHOST,' CAPTURED DURING BOTCHED ROBBERY. THREE SUSPECTS STILL AT LARGE.
"Authorities believe Riley is part of a robbery and homicide crew responsible for over a dozen fatal incidents across the country in the last ten years. During the attempted heist in Bolton, Riley was the only suspect detained after a standoff with local and federal authorities."
The screen shifts to video footage of the depot aftermath—police tape, floodlights, a heavily guarded van.
Then a freeze-frame of Ghost again, this time with better quality.
His eyes are calm, sharp but still look somewhat tired.
You've seen these eyes right across the hall, for months.
You've seen those eyes look at you through a crack in a door, you've seen them glance at your hallway and through you.
You've stood two feet away from them, said 'Thank you' while he was in your apartment.
"According to law enforcement, Riley's three unidentified accomplices managed to flee through a secondary exit before units could secure the perimeter. It is currently unknown whether they sustained injuries or where they may be headed."
The screen cuts to a different shot—grainy footage of three hooded figures sprinting through a side alley.
One of them limps slightly, another carries a second duffle.
The news anchor keeps talking, now mentioning something about tip hotlines—you don't hear most of it.
You sit back slowly, the couch cushions barely responding under your weight and your cup of tea trembling slightly where you set it down.
Your apartment feels colder somehow.
Your mind replays what Mrs. Allen had said—'People don't leave, they just disappear.'
You remember Mr.Riley sitting on the steps, still as stone, with a lighter gripped between two gloved fingers.
You remember noting that he didn't seem to have returned to the apartment complex in days and now you know why—because he was in Bolton probably planning a heist, starting it and possibly even killing people to get to his goal.
''Riley is currently being held at His Majesties Prison Frankland, where he will remain in custody until his trial.'' the news anchor finishes her report on him before switching to the next topic.
You sit there long after the screen has moved on to the weather, the weather man's voice fading into white noise inside your head.
You should feel something sharp—shock, fear, maybe even rage.
But instead, it's something quieter and heavier.
Like someone dropped a weight into the center of your chest and now you're waiting to see if it sinks or breaks you.
You would've never guessed, not in a thousand years.
Not once did you look at Simon Riley, your neighbor and the man across the hall, thinking 'murderer'.
When you thought of him you thought quiet, gruff, maybe even rude.
You thought creepy on the worst days, when his silence stretched too long or his stare stuck to your back a beat too hard and long...but never did you think violent or dangerous.
You remember how he carried your box that day without being asked, how he fixed your bookshelf like it was nothing.
How he never said hello, or you're welcome, or anything really—but also never once made you feel unsafe.
Just...uncomfortable.
Like he didn't know how to be around people anymore, like he didn't want to.
You replay it all now, searching for something you missed or some moment where the mask slipped.
But there isn't one.
Even when he stepped into your apartment uninvited—even then you didn't feel threatened.
You were tense, sure, guarded...but not afraid.
He was quiet, distant, unreadable but he wasn't cruel—he didn't make you flinch.
And that's what unnerves you most now.
The fact that someone responsible for that many deaths could walk beside you and never once reveal it, could sit across from you in silence and not leak anything.
The world sees Ghost—sixteen confirmed bodies, dozens of robberies, a name spoken in headlines like a myth finally caught.
But you remember him as the man who stood in front of your bookshelf with one hand braced on his knee, eyes scanning crooked boards and misaligned screws like the mess offended him personally.
The man who never looked at you for more than two seconds at a time.
Not like a predator, not like prey—more like someone who'd forgotten how to be human and was just going through the motions.
When you finally manage to force yourself to turn the TV off and go to bed, your mind keeps spinning around him.
'Will he come back?'
Mrs. Allen mentioned a neighbor saying she saw him leave with empty bags and return with full ones—perhaps he really has something underneath his bed that that he just wouldn't leave behind.
Will his three companions help him escape 'Monster Mansion'?
Frankland, or 'Monster Mansion' as most people call it due to its fairly dangerous inmates, isn't as far away from you as you wish.
If it was your choice, it'd be at the other end of the world but in reality a two-hour car ride and the prison walls itself are the only thing keeping you save from England's most gruesome murderers, rapists and terrorists.
And now your neighbor is imprisoned there too.
Would you be safe if he actually managed to escape?
Your mind keeps reeling and reeling, refusing to let you fall asleep.
As you bury yourself in your sheets you find yourself wondering if Mr. Riley even fits in there.
Sure, he is a killer.
There is more blood on his hands than you'd like to imagine, but he's not batshit crazy like all the other men imprisoned in Frankland—at least not by what you can judge based on how he acted around you.
He had so many chances to harm you, so many ways to do it without getting caught—but he didn't.
Suddenly, you remember the criminal justice class you once took way before your live became...this.
You had never taken it out of any particular interest in crime or punishment.
It was an elective class, something to choose outside your major that you had picked on a whim.
The teacher was kind, sharp and deeply unsettling with how easily he made the room question their ideas of morality or the way they looked at crime.
One day, he had handed everyone in the class envelopes with names that didn't ring a bell.
''Read about an inmate. Ask yourself who they could be, who they could've been before and who you think they would want to be.'' your teacher had said.
You remember having stared at the name on the envelope given to you by your teacher for a while.
It was a woman in check for fraud and petty theft.
A single mother and former nurse that was already five years into a seven-year sentence.
You had read her case half-heartedly before you found the back of the paper where she had written a few things.
She had written about herself and her crime, her words full of vulnerability, regret and sadness of having lost custody of her kids due to being imprisoned.
Classmates got other prisoners of other ages convicted of other minor crimes and you all exchanged a few words about the inmates you got at the end of class.
By that you found that it's impossible to ever forget that feeling that even behind concrete and steel, people were still people.
Flawed, angry and desperate, sometimes even dangerous, but not gone.
It's probably stupid and naive, but something inside of you rebells against the idea that a man could be nothing but a list of horrors for no reason.
There had to be a thread left in him, however thin it might be.
Like a child neglected and just begging for a hug, like a dream suppressed that was just waiting to be asked for, like a wound having been repeatedly reopened by being licked raw and only waiting for a bandage to heal.
You imagine people see a monster when they think of him—a man who leaves nothing but pain and fear behind wherever he goes, and they're not wrong.
You won't act or pretend to understand the choices he made and you won't make up excuses for them either.
After all, people are hurt and scared and grieving because of him.
And still, you feel sorry for him—it's a weird feeling that mixes with all your emotions in the grand scheme of things.
Of course you feel more sorry for his victims than for him, but it's still the same emotion even if it's less prominent.
You don't feel sorry for him being caught and his streak of terror ending, you could never feel sorry for that, but rather for the boy he once must've been—for the path of pain and misery he must've been forced to take to make him become what he ultimately became.
You don't believe anyone is born evil.
Not only that but you think something, or many things, went terribly wrong for him.
Maybe no one helped.
Maybe no one listened when it might have made a difference—you don't know.
Maybe he is shaking fists and trembling teeth, and you don't think he meant to be cruel if he had the choice...but it doesn't mean he was kind either.
And it also doesn't mean forgiveness is owed to him, not that it would be yours to give anyway.
You just hope that, in whatever time he has ahead, he tries to understand himself and the harm he has caused.
You hope he finds something that brings him peace, something that makes him feel like a person and not a sum of crimes.
You hope, truly, that he finds something worth holding onto that motivates him to be the best version of himself and repent.
You're convinced that Simon Riley didn't choose to become Ghost, at least not freely.
Perhaps it was his only way which of course doesn't excuse anything he has done.
You're glad with the way things are now.
He is gone, miles away from you behind bars and there is nothing for you to worry about.
You let out a slow breath, pressing your cheek deeper into the pillow.
The thoughts keep circling, folding over themselves and spiraling in patterns that don't lead anywhere useful.
Maybe it's just the mind's way of trying to make sense of something that never will make sense.
You close your eyes.
For a moment, you imagine him again.
Not how he looked in that photo on the news, but how he stood in your apartment—crouched over the mess of wood and screws, methodical and silent.
His movements precise, focused, like fixing something was the only way he knew how to communicate—no anger, no violence, no threat.
You remember the way he never even once looked at you while working, or in general really.
You wonder if he's alone in his cell now.
If he's sitting on the edge of a thin mattress, still and silent just like he sat on top of the stairs weeks ago?
If he's staring at a wall and not thinking about anything, or if his mind's running itself raw just like yours is now?
You wonder what it feels like to be caught, to stop running and stop hiding.
A deep ache settles under your ribs—it's tiredness, it sits so deep it hums in your bones.
You pull the blanket tighter around yourself, the room is quiet.
The heater groans low in the corner, the building creaking faintly like old lungs inhaling in sleep.
And maybe it's okay, just for tonight, to stop turning it all over in your head.
He's gone.
He won't be walking past your door again, won't sit on your steps, won't lock his door across from yours anymore on the rare occasions he seemingly returned to the complex and lived in his flat.
It's over.
Whatever Ghost was, whatever Simon Riley became—he's not your problem.
You exhale slowly, the weight of everything pressing just enough to soften your limbs.
Your eyes flutter once, then again.
The next breath is deeper.
You don't even remember closing your eyes for the last time.
Sleep takes you gently, quiet, heavy and dreamless.
a/n: I almost imploded forcing myself to proofread this and I'm 10000% certain there are still a ton of mistakes because I'm still sick somehow?? Maybe I shouldn't learn for my drivers license while sick and actually rest
If you want to read this on ao3 or wattpad(you can check out my masterlist for the links), 1 part here on tumblr equals 10 chapters :)