#ghostyspeaks

[b0n3s-b1tch]

disclaimer!!

this blog is mainly for venting about my mental illness. this was an ED account, but as that is not my main issue anymore i dont have much to say about it. im bad at trigger tagging, send me an ask or dm if you want something tagged and i will do my best.

this account isn't 18+, but i am and i may occasionally post about my partner (and our reltionship) and i do post frequently about CSA/SA trauma in my past. be super aware of this, user discretion advised.

block dont report. nothing here is meant to encourage harm towards yourself or anyone else, i need a place to vent uncensored. also, use you block button liberally online!! i do, and i will block you if i dont like you or your vibe. no hard feelings! i just want to curate my internet space, esp when my posts on here are quite vulnerable.

about me!

greyson

19 years old

in full time college

he/him (ftm nonbinary)

queer adult

in an polyam/open relationship

hobbies include video games, writing, smoking weed. favorite show is house md and favorite artist is sofia isella (fav song below!)

diagnoses applicable on this vent blog include:

C-PTSD, HC-DID, OCD, and anorexia nervosa*

Autistic and adhd (medium support needs autism, big feelings about aspie supremacy and higher support needs erasure)

pwNPD/BPD (i love you cluster b ppl <3)

physically disabled and chronically ill

recovering addict: 3 years off pills, cali sober 95% of the time

*this used to be a blog for this. i cycled through recovering and relapsing for a long time, and finally recovered after medically transitioning :) trans kids w EDs- HRT is fucking magical and you deserve the life you want to live. do what you need to to get it. there is always still time.

[ghostlyacademia]

honestly i love the dark academia community for many reasons and one of those is the impact it has on my studies. instead of feeling tired or bored when doing schoolwork, i feel excited and passionate because it's something with an aesthetic and a feel to it. studying feels good because it has a place in my life, and it has that place because of dark academia and the romanticism of learning and working hard.

[ghostlyacademia]

i wish i could just immerse myself in academia entirely, at least for a little while. i’d love to go into a huge, dusty library and spend hours researching out of old books in ancient languages until they have to shoo me out at closing. i’d love to sit in a quiet cafe surrounded by my notes and calculations, drinking black coffee and teas as i work. i want to come home late to my home, filled with books, information, knowledge. and i want to sit with those books by candlelight until the wee hours of the morning when i finally fall asleep. i just want to learn, there’s so much the world has to offer.

[frozengrounds]

CHANGED MY ICON AND FEELING GOOD WOOT WOOT

[frozengrounds]

I think it's really funny that considering half the internet goes on and on about how ocarina of time is the best zelda game ever. People still genuinely think Sheik is a male. Sheik is Zelda. It's canon. it was one of the main plot twists in the game. Zelda can literally transform into Sheik in the older smash bros games. Why is this even an argument? 

[frozengrounds]

I don't even get tumblr anymore. So many people are hypocritical as fuck and instead of a fun, enjoyable place to post things, it just turned into a place where a lot of people act like assholes and think they can get away with it.

[frozengrounds]

I have no idea how to express myself, but I know I kinda feel like an ass..;

[frozengrounds]

I'm gonna go to bed. G'night everyone...