Honestly it seems like he won't judge you for it at all, I'd say go ahead and tell him, you'll probably get some really good tickles tonight!
AAAAAAH OH MY GOD- asdfghjkl.I don’t think he’s going to judge me either.. I’ve just always been ashamed and embarrassed about all of this. I’m more accepting of it now, but that shame is always there and I can’t help it. I’m going to share the whole reason in that post I gotta write up still, but I’m just so tired of keeping it to myself and not being allowed to talk about my sexuality and sex life that’s not even a sex life el oh el while they can. Yeah, mine is a lot different than their’s (likely), but it’s still very valid. Also, he always wants to know what’s going on in my life and what’s new and know personal things, which is fine by me, but I’ve come to realize that a lot of it is around this community, the kinks, and my online friends, and I don’t even know if that’s normal or not so I feel weird, and then I have nothing to really say because I can’t talk about these things. He’s really outgoing and social and knows soooooo many people, if you ask him if he knows a guy that does _____ (insert whatever) he likely knows a person or two.. and I honestly feel he’s not the one to judge and we talk about pretty much anything and everything.. except for sex and kinks and that.. which is so odd, though I do trust him a lot and really do want to tell him.. but I am honestly so shy to talk about it so I’m dying right now. Like I am feeling what I felt when I had my very first community visit last year omg help-
