#gildedtears

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The peace i see growing in the emptiness and pain of your absence is worth the discomfort i feel.

Ill miss what was there, not you.

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Bury me in guilt

Self worth non existent

Crushed under the weight of love

Keeping weakness hidden by faux strength

But the knees are feeling week

And I grow tired

Bury me in guilt

Im sorry i couldnt keep it together

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I wouldn't choose to offend you

To shake the base you built

To fracture the fragility

With a sentence now buried in guilt

So I seek silence

Where words are weapon

One i know not how to weild

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My spark of motivation

My ember of passion

My guide in the darkness

The heat in the cold enough to drive me

Her eyes so deep, so wonderous

Her embrace so warm

Sparks and embers to wildfire

Your love fulfills me, completely.

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I forgot you.

Completely moved on.

Washed out your stain.

Finally healed the wounds,

Cured from the cold and pain.

I guess you saw i was happy.

I guess you saw i was fine.

Burrowing back into me.

Showing presence just to remind.

Stealing away my peace

My serenity

And i see your stain again

And i feel your cold again

I wish you would stay gone.

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How poetic, the silence of the noise inside my head is the only deafening quiet that brings me peace.

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I think i have had enough

And i wish for little more

Wondering when time will catch up with me

Or if i should cut my time.

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Whispers

Rumours

Weight pressing down on hollowed chest

Eating at the breaking heart

Stories told as gospel

Passed like it is theirs to tell

Truth eroded, no semblance present

Fiction spread like fact, as falsity is more fitting

Alone and destroyed by halves

Never whole again

Broken

Empty

Forgotten