Im into this cute ginger boy at the moment. Everyone gives me shit for it because of the way he dresses like he hasnt ever seen any side of fashion since discord became big. I also dont know him and our only connection is mutual friends. I sorta wish i had the balls to talk to him but i cannot risk any form.of embarassment because the way i percieve myself means embarassment would end up in total self destruction.
Also my complete lack of dominance and knowledge in any romantic setting is bad enough as it is, i dont need it put out in the world for anyone to see. I usually tell people not as close to me that im just not really into dating or relationships and especially any form of sexuality and erotica. And i guess while all those things are true, bring close to someone is something everyone wants.
