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out of the eyes of public enemies

[marmorisandme]

I was being a hater and then i remembered i tried to get back with my online discord boyfriend two years after i dumped him

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Nobody has ever heard of the Bering sea

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I don't know what the fuck the Bering sea is anymore wtf

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come back to tumblr we miss you

Hey...🫣

[marmorisandme]

"Mom, I'm tired

Can I sleep in your house tonight?

Mom, is it alright

If I stay for a year or two?

Mom, I'll be quiet

It would be just to sleep at night

And I'll leave once I figure out

How to pay for my own life too

Mom, would you wash my back?

This once, and then we can forget

And I'll leave what I'm chasing

For the other girls to pursue

Mom, am I still young?

Can I dream for a few months more?"

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Ive had so many moments in my life of pain and desperation, but nothing has been more devestatingly painful than the desperation i felt to get better when my mum saw a razor blade poking out from underneath my lamp as she tucked me into bed in year seven. But no matter how hard i tried i could never cut the habit. I love my mum so much and ill never forget hearing the sobbing from her bedroom the same night. Grade nine was the last time i ever mutilated myself like that again. Even though sometimes all i want is to return to that hole of misery i know i could never put my own mother through that ever again. I am nearing four years free this year. I love you mum.

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Family functions with my secretly favourite aunt because she is a recluse witch

[marmorisandme]

Hawk Tuah

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do do dodo do do dodododololo

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Are you do doodles?

Fuck you!

[marmorisandme]

Im into this cute ginger boy at the moment. Everyone gives me shit for it because of the way he dresses like he hasnt ever seen any side of fashion since discord became big. I also dont know him and our only connection is mutual friends. I sorta wish i had the balls to talk to him but i cannot risk any form.of embarassment because the way i percieve myself means embarassment would end up in total self destruction.

Also my complete lack of dominance and knowledge in any romantic setting is bad enough as it is, i dont need it put out in the world for anyone to see. I usually tell people not as close to me that im just not really into dating or relationships and especially any form of sexuality and erotica. And i guess while all those things are true, bring close to someone is something everyone wants.

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My inability to be deep and express my emotions ever has completwly stripped me of any sense of how to communicate with people and often ends up with me becoming frustrated at them for not being able to read my incredibly subtle hints which is so dogshit

[marmorisandme]

Man fears the darkness, and so he scrapes away at the edges of it with fire.

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Sleeping in a hotel bed with my mum means i have to go to sleep earlier then what i would usually but i like it

I cant wait to get into my own bed though

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"Anywhere can be paradise, as long as you have the will to live. After all, you are alive, so you will always have the chance to be happy."

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"Your truth can be changed simply by the way you accept it. That's how fragile the truth for human is."

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Is it obvious when i stop being one person and switch to another i ponder

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mimimimimimimi do u know who i am… wait i don’t mean it to sound so ominous but has that bird said that im like evil ugly and fat….

I know whom you are and no the bird has not speaken any ill of you