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hi...i know its been a while since i last posted here in this blog, but while having more chances of talking to my dear girlfriend i kind of forgot of its existence. lol i know i shouldve tried to post something i write on my notes but everything is in italian and it's often sad stuff or me missing her, soooo yeah
yall my dad caught us talking last week🔥🔥🔥welp
buuuut were allowed to do that now. just no texting or talking on the phone. v v happy about that, though theyre getting abnormally paranoid
plus i think she doesnt want me anymore for some reason and i think she deserves someone better than some flawed chick like me
it was our anniversary two days ago and it feels so weird to know that shes still here for me after all the fucked up things i've done
back from the dead lmao
anyways it's kinda funny how she always tells me i'm the prettiest girl ever and all when i'm 100% sure she's only trying to fool me. like what is the point of lying to my face about my appearance? it's ok if she doesn't find me attractive, i understand why, but why the fuck would she keep lying and lying when it's fucking obvious that she doesn't feel anything about my looks. i even think she despises it and only stays with me because of pity anf stuff like that, even though it's kind of harsh to say.
sometimes i think about how she would be better off without some useless rat like me and how she woulf feel better with a better good looking chick than me. i wonder how happy she would be if she had a pretty girl with a button nose and a C cup as a girlfriend. why the fuck is she wasting her time following me and praising me?
i died and now here i am again complaining about how being separated from each other is making me go crazy
by the way the idea of changing my whole appearance only for her to want me more is slowly consuming me
like she wanted a sweet girl with a bob cut and now im seriously wondering whether to cut my hair or not. and i think i'm gonna dye it too
it's her birthday in a few days and i'm super scared cuz what if she cheats on me while drunk? i've never seen her drunk before and i dont want her to
someone exorcise me because im going crazy about this
