& im thinking i told the 2 friends who already know abt The Trauma abt the dream i had and how absolutely healing it was and they were both so supportive and happy to hear it (and also willing to fight anyone who wld take it the wrong way☝️) im lowkey almost thinking if i shld let them into this blog.on one hand itd be very suddenly making it Entirely obvious how much this all means to me and i dont think theyre even aware theres a community of ppl who js rlly love tcling in a wholesome fluffy way itd be A lot to take in and i worry if itd be so much to the point itll be hard to believe its entirely pure to someone who isnt in on it even if theyve been so understanding thus far but ik how ppl think and theres a point where ppl who dont personally understand it r gonna think this big of a fixation has to be a ftish thing.but on the other hand ive said time and time again its my childhood happy place and im js trying to reclaim it + they both honestly know Much worse things abt me than "I Really Love Tcling And Its Nowhere Near A Knk Thing It Just Makes Me Inexplicably Really Happy And Always Has" like.idek im almost thinking i shld get a different headmate to break it to them im sure lamlam wld be willing (shes already itching to go tell em herself HELP)
