I need to talk about Honko
So I recently found out about Honko's appearance as a secret boss fight in Look Outside, and I've been completely obsessing over it. lol
So basically at some point in the game you can find a mysterious, unlabeled game cartridge, and if you play it in the meatworld version of your apartment then you get sucked into a nightmarish digital glitch world. While there, you can find a secret area if you know where to look, and there you can find Honko (if you've played and finished the game "Honko's Grand Journey" already).
Now, there are plenty of sad, tragic characters in Look Outside, but Honko is, to me, one of the more tragic ones. It's because Honko comes across as such an innocent and pure character, and he's inexplicably manifested in this horrific, twisted place where this glitchy digital environment is slowly corrupting him and making him lose control of himself. When you first meet him, he gives you a friendly greeting and asks if you can help him find his children, which was his goal in "Grand Journey". It just pains me because he has memories of a world and family that probably don't even exist, and all he wants is to be reunited with his children and be happy. And the way he cries and apologizes during the fight just tears me up inside. :(
It's just really fucked up that even fictional characters from peoples' childhoods aren't safe from the corruption of the visitor. Honko was just inexplicably spawned into existence, complete with memories of a saccharine world and a loving family, both things he'd never be able to see, and he materializes in a living nightmare that slowly corrupts and degrades both his mind and body. He was literally brought into existence only to suffer...
I just want to hug and comfort this poor guy so much!
And the thing about all this is that I'm pretty sure Honko's appearance in Look Outside is just supposed to be not much more than a fun, cheeky easter egg that pokes fun at creepypastas like Sonic.exe, but it's just one of those things that once I started really thinking about it the more sad and fucked up it is. Obviously I'm not trying to fault the game devs, it's a really cool secret encounter added to the game, my brain just obsesses over silly things a lot.
I also love his boss fight music. It's a track that brings to mind old, nostalgic, fun video games, but also sounds somewhat melancholy. It's beautiful.
I hope someday maybe there'll be an update to the game that lets you spare and befriend Honko somehow. I just want him to be happy so bad...










