#glittermania

[lesbianlamictal]

Mania can creep up on you so easily. You might start getting less sleep. You might start having lots of energy. You might start getting racing thoughts. And before you know it you’re in the grips of mania, not making sense and losing touch of reality. And it happens fast.

[lesbianlamictal]

The fact i’m chasing a Normal I haven’t had since I was 14 and likely won’t ever get back is so pathetic but I can’t help but yearn for a time when I was feeling ok

[lesbianlamictal]

My psychiatrist is upping my antipsychotics. Last time I was on that dose I had hypersalivation and it was a PAIN like I was talking and spitting everywhere and I just had Too Much saliva in my mouth but at least maybe now the nightmares and hallucinations and scary thoughts will stop

[lesbianlamictal]

Highlights of the day

- Went into town with my family

- Got bubble tea and a waffle

- Played monopoly with my siblings (I lost 💔)

- Had a tasty meal

[lesbianlamictal]

Highlights of the day ✨

- Went for a walk and the weather was nice ☀️

- Saw my grandmother and she made me laugh 🤍

- Had my favourite meal 🍽️

[lesbianlamictal]

Highlights of the day ✨

- Went out for a road trip and went to a garden centre and got some bits including a bartholomew bear jellycat! 🧸

- Drank my favourite drink (lipton peach iced tea) 🍹

- Watched a funny youtube video 📹

- Went for a walk near sunset and the view was pretty 🌅

[lesbianlamictal]

Saw the most scary distorted faces earlier but I can’t tell if I was dreaming or awake?

[lesbianlamictal]

I live in a simulation. I want to break free but I don’t know how.