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long time no talk! I’m having one of the worst outbreaks since my first... and of course i’m in another country and didn’t bring my acyclovir 🤦♀️ i’m in the UK and almost convinced the guy at the pharmacy to let me buy it but he still said he couldn’t. I ordered online from Zava... anyone heard of this? apparently doctors approve it online and they can send it to you... It has some reviews. It was about $30 and i only pay like $7 at home but oh well im desperate. Supposed to come Tuesday - paid for next day shipping but of course it’s sunday so it doesn’t count. Let me know if you have recs in the meantime... may get some coconut oil.
No shame, no shame. Lol. Doctor Pines, PHD x12. XD
hey hey hey it’s my herpiversary! two years ago I called out of work and drove my scared 18 year old self to the doctors and convinced myself my life was over. and then the first two days were terrifying and painful. after I got over the shock and found this community, things got 1000 times better. The support i’ve had from my friends and from tumblr have been amazing beyond belief. I have herpes and a great life, and any of the problems in my life are revolves around anything but herpes. keeping it short and simple, but thank you all.
last night i hooked up with someone for the first time since i broke up with my ex (with my ex i didn’t really have to do the intimidating disclosure thing with because we were just friends when i got diagnosed and i told him as a support system, not a potential boyfriend) but this guy from last night was so supportive. like 1, the sex was good, and 2 afterward we were able to talk about herpes and right away he was like “i hate the stigma” like yes, you get it! he said when his dad gave him the sex talk, he mentioned that he had been with women who had herpes and that it’s not that big of a deal. so it was honestly refreshing that as a parent he was teaching his kid what we are all trying to tell the world. he asked about how i got diagnosed and was appreciative that i was honest with him and also sympathetic toward my gifting situation. but yeah, first disclosure went well and i feel so much more relieved about dating in the future.
i don’t know how much y’all know about my ex but he was my best friend for a few years, and even before we started dating we knew we would get married. to him, my diagnosis didn’t make a difference because we were going to be together the rest of our lives, and i never thought i would have to do the intimidating disclosure talk. then the relationship turned manipulative and he changed into a completely different person, and i had the strength to end it, which will forever be one of the hardest things i’ve done.
that being said, disclosure is so important and people are mostly just curious and i’m lucky my first disclosure was a good one, but i know there will be a fair share of jerks. point being is everyday i get reassured that herpes is not a big deal, and some honesty and communication is the way to go.
Anyone in any movie/book (or series)/tv series. Is there anyone you ship Ford with?
Ford x Sleep. XD
Today is my college graduation! Although excited, I have this strange feeling because there are so many people I expected to be here today that are not. One being my now ex-boyfriend, who I posted about awhile back when I ended the manipulative relationship. Another is my dad, who had been an alcoholic his whole life and couldn’t face the two-hour drive to LA for the ceremony, probably because it was too late and would disrupt his drinking routine. The irony being, he called me two days ago to tell me he quit drinking and has been sober for 12 days. I cried tears of happiness for the first time in so long. As much as I want to be mad at him for not being here, I’m so shocked and proud that he quit drinking. And lastly, my parents - my mom and stepdad. They have been so supportive of me through absolutely everything but they’re on vacation in England (where my mom is from) and honestly, they so deserve it. I’ll have another college graduation in a few years and I know they’ll be there for that, so whatever.
I just got home and tonight was so surreal. So much support from everyone around me and my mom even had a vegan graduation cake made for me, that my aunt brought to lunch, and everyone loved! My aunt and uncle and cousin and her boyfriend, who is one of my best friends, came to brunch and the ceremony and they are so amazing. I could not believe how kind and supportive they were, those guys are my second family. Tonight was just amazing, I am in shock. I am so loved and so happy and grateful to be where I am today.
Also, a little fun fact is I’ve been dealing with an OB for the past week, but honestly nothing was going to ruin this for me. And tomorrow I’m going to see this guy who is so kind and funny and into me and FUCK HERPES. You guys, I am living my best life. This “disease” is nothing. Love you all, thanks for being the best support system ever.
OMFG YOU DID IT I'M SCREAMING I LOVE IT SO MUCH! GRAVITY FALLS AND DOCTOR WHO! MY 2 FAVORITE THINGS OMFG THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
You’re welcome! Two of my favorite things as well. The Doctor is one of my favorite characters. :D