May 11
Listening to Latefallen in the hot sun right now is iconic
seen from France
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Listening to Latefallen in the hot sun right now is iconic
I don’t post much on my personal life anymore, but let me say this.
Wednesday two days ago, I was struggling at my job. I was way too impatient and out of character as such. Those things lead to frustration with the librarian assistant and because of that, I told myself I can’t make more mistakes at my job, having done so much this year and I feel bad every time. I know making mistakes is normal and it’s part of life and growing, but for me, it’s not. It’s showing I’m unable to do the work I do in my job properly and I feel sorry for myself that being an adult is harder than it sounds. Plus, myself having autism also contributes the fact I don’t like my mistakes get looked down upon at work. At least, I think so.
In retrospect, I have quit my job because I don’t want to add more frustration with the assistant librarian herself and be responsible for ruining my work ethic as it is. I loved this job and I always will, but I’m just not happy with how I’m turning out at 25. There was no ableism involved, but I still have to tell myself, ableism or not, I can’t work somewhere that I feel the common fear of making too many mistakes and not being able to handle them well than I want to.
So wanting to get this old white lady at my job fired. Like, she can’t pronounce a name in Spanish right constantly and it makes me mad as a Latina myself. I mean, that is shit that she did to this girl many times and never was forced to correct herself in the pronounciation and instead, she pronounces the little girl’s name in a white way possible, not the real pronounced way. Plus, she gives off racist/microagression/“I don’t care about POC individuals” behavior 😕💀
Someone take this 36 year old’s technology away because there is no actual way she can think for herself as someone who is neurodivergent. I mean, she goes and says she doesn’t post her personal info on her state and city and guess what? She has done so many times. Even I can find it and know she’s ridiculous. But yeah, she left two spam comments onto my subreddit and I had to report them and block her after. Do yourself a favor and see how bad her posts on her Reddit are. That’s how atrocious she is.
For a moment there, I thought one of y’all blocked me or something 😅
Tell me why a 31 year old thinks it’s okay to ask their mutual why I blocked you? That’s giving off teenage behavior in that sense, if anything.
An update that should’ve been discussed honestly…
So, this post will be randomly deleted but I’m just going to say this anyways.
I have not posted fanfiction in a long time for many reasons. I have retired from writing them, knowing 9 years worth of doing so in them was the best thing to happen and since I’m nearly 25 (or already 25 when you see this post), I’m going to write my last ever fanfic for each fandom I was in/was in my online presence I wrote them for. Like for example, I will write one last Death Note fanfic. That’ll be where LawLight gets married and live happily ever after. The rest goes on for my fandoms I was in/currently in.
Another thing I want to address is that I don’t post fanart anymore as I don’t have an iPad right now, seeing as I used to post my fanart from my Samsung Galaxy S8. And that’s because I don’t have a valid drawing tablet, so as such, I’ve stopped posting my fanart as a result.
I have posted my Death Note headcanons before and I will post them again, but the later ones aren’t my favorite things to bring up, but still would like to do. So yeah, that’s really that as well. Those are what I want to simply mention as I feel as I’m lacking in bringing up conversations wise with you guys.
It’s creepy for a mutual (now ex mutual) to demand I take full on mirror selfies as well as my mom taking more pics of me, but excuse me, you have no right to do so. Oh, and promoting your online store as well to me and making a messed up DM on me “suffering” from the fact I have alopecia? That’s extremely fucking messed up too. You can’t just make a comment like that to me or anyone else with it. Glad I blocked you because I can’t forgive anyone who will choose to offend me this way. The alopecia one is the worst part. The creepy level is what made me realize you aren’t a loyal mutual after all.