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a memory that makes them feel guilty
more guilt? well then, she supposes she’s a little guilty over the situation with her step-dad. as much as she wants to love him, as much as she’s grateful for everything he’s done for her, she still can’t find it in herself to consider him a father. he’s like a.... middle-aged pal of hers, a buddy that helps her out. he’s an elder, a mentor maybe, but not a dad. she makes the effort, when she can. heck she sees him one on one more often than she does her own mother (there’s some unspoken bad blood there, don’t ask), so she really does want to be that daughter for him. she hopes to get there one day but right now she just... can’t.














