Your substance abuse issues are only the surface level of your problems. Even beyond your contract to Valentino you self-sabotage through your intense emotional investment in him despite the fact that he will continue to abuse you and never stop. You manipulate people whenever you think you can get away with it. All of this is probably ultimately rooted in the fraught relationship that you had with your father.
Anonymously tell my muse what the fuck is wrong with them.
"Izzat what this is? Fuckin' daddy issues? Puh-leeze, you know how fucking good my life would be if that prick was neva' in it-- I ain't got issues, long as he keeps up wit' not havin' a goddamn thing ta' do wit' me. La famiglia can go suck it-- n' don't give my crotchety old man credit for all tha' work I put inta' bein' a BITCH--"