Dec 5, 2012
I am so freaking jealous of those girls meeting 1D.
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I am so freaking jealous of those girls meeting 1D.
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that letter was so hard to write, I started to tear up a bit. It's really hard to tell someone those kind of things that you keep locked up. I don't know, I just really felt I needed to tell someone about those things, especially someone I don't know.
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My Letter to Go1DenTicket:
"I don't really have some kind of non-fictitious scenario of how the boys have saved my life, it's not like that. It's more of an admiration of how successful they have become. They went after their dreams, and worked themselves as hard as humanly possible to make them come true, and they made it. I want to know how they did it. I want to know what gave them this unbreakable motivation to go through with something that is so unstable and unreliable. They believed in the impossible until the impossible because possible.
If I were to meet them, maybe, just maybe, they'd give me motivation to put my dreams in action. They're a huge inspiration around the entire world, so perhaps if I was able to see what really was behind this inconceivable catalyst I would stop procrastinating on things I really want to do and start doing them.
Maybe I don't have a perturbed story to afflict upon you, but I'm just trying to find some kind of direction to point myself in because in this moment, I don't know what I'm doing, and it scares me to death not knowing what going to happen when I wake up each morning.
I just noticed that I'm rambling, and I apologize for that. I know you probably think that I am ignorant, uptight teenager, and that I have my whole life ahead of me, but nobody knows that. You can't tell someone they have tomorrow. You can't make plans for tomorrow because you don't know if tomorrow exists. I'm terrified I'm not going to make anything of myself before it's too late."
I'm in like 5 competitions about wining tickets to meet/see one direction...may god be with me on this I wanna win so freaking badly!!