It has taken so long to feel comfortable in my own skin. The world places so much emphasis on looks and even though things are starting to change as @lizzobeeating mentioned the infrastructure is still the same. There are still plenty of things that feed the little monster inside that says I’m not good enough, who would love me in this condition?! My weight has always fluctuated… I’ve been pleasantly plump, dropped down to thicc back up to morbidly obese, back down to thicc and right at this very moment I’m HERE. Only recently did I really start to internalize that other peoples opinions about me don’t matter as much as my own. And even though once in a while I still catch a case of the fat girl blues I’ve been feeling really excited lately by a new change in my mindset. Today not only do I feel good enough to pursue my dreams and to be loved wholeheartedly & unconditional. I realized I BEEN BLESSED a with both all along! I just needed to get out of my own way to see things more clearly! I feel that this new journey towards health, gratitude for what I have and respect for what I’ve been given is a straight up game changer!!! This is the mindset that I was lacking in the past and with it I know I’ll be able to not only achieve my goals this time but also maintain them! For my friends who are working on their physical bodies I hope you know that shallow reasons for losing weight/gaining etc won’t make your results last. A mindset of balance and a change in your overall thinking, as well as non-judgmental acceptance of who you are and where you are is required for success. I’m sure of it! So excited to finally realize that I’m ENOUGH already and anything I change is icing on the 🍰! Sorry to anyone I every offended with my identity projections! You also are ENOUGH. ❤️ • • • • #weightlossjourney #goalsmanifested #innerbalance #selfworth #selfimprovement #identitycrisis #peptalks #denverdj #powerfulmovementradio (at Denver, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSsOjsfg-d9/?utm_medium=tumblr
