Apr 5, 2020
not like it’ll matter but like
I have 5 good friends
I don’t think any of them follow me here but it’s w/e this isolation shit is putting me in such a mad headspace (as I can imagine with y’all, too)
I’ve been such a bad friend
I’ve been ignoring them, not on purpose, just... lack of will and trust in myself to talk to them
When I’m not ignoring them, I come off extremely rude and bitchy
Once again, not trying to, but this shit just.. idk
I’m
idk
falling apart?
I feel like I’m drowning and everyone’s watching
They think I’m in the shallow end