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ive been kinda... down again. i know why and i don't like it, but i don't want to admit it. it's probably just from fucking up my meds and having these days off in a row.

shisasan

Write me some blood. June 27, 1960 Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters First published: 1977

deadstonia

gentle-cottage

Your name is still in my calender, a reminder for your birthday.

It felt... odd... but I can't get myself to remove it. It's not hurting anything.

#c #happy birthday

wednesdaysfullofwoe

ptimepoet

- Clementine Von Radics

pret-boy

"I wish we met sooner" is such a gentle sentiment. I love you so much I not only want you in my future, but in my past too. I want to have known you when we were small stupid kids, have held hands together as we played outside. I want to have stressed out over exams together, nudging a mug of still steaming hot chocolate against your elbow to get you to focus. I want to have told you I love you before I did anyone else. I want to have held you in my arms when all those sad memories you describe to me were still fresh wounds. I want my past to have been full of you, and full of meaningful memories with you. I want my past lives to have been spent with you, whether as two lovers, or two housecats cuddling by the fireplace on a snowy day, or two flowers that just happened to bloom on the same day, next to each other. I want to have consumed your existence and intertwined it with my own since my birth, never to be separated from you for a moment. I want to have loved you throughout it all, for all time.