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Will never stop thinking about this image:
Killing myself in 20 minutes
reminder that lucas is going to refuse to leave max's bedside to the point that he's denying himself basic self care because he wants to make sure he'll be there when (when, not if. when) she wakes up even if it means sleeping in an uncomfortable plastic chair and subsequently waking up with back pain in a too-cold hospital room with slightly less than edible food being served three times a day. even if it means he has to fight his friends to let him stay. even if it means he has to have clothes brought to him by his already extremely concerned parents. even if it means erica forcing him to take 10 minutes away for a shower and promising him she'll stay by max's side while he does. because he has to be there when max wakes up, because she's the only thing he cares about right now. and she will wake up, eventually, and lucas will make certain that he's right there when her hand squeezes back on his and the warmth returns to her skin and she's laughing and cracking jokes with him again, like those few glorious months in 1985 where she was, quite literally, the light of his life.
until then, he's staying put right where he is, in the uncomfortable plastic chair, in the too cold hospital room, always sitting adjacent to the bed holding the only reason he's kept fighting. and he's going to help her fight too.
rengiyuu vs renkaza for the ship bingo
Great news! I’m incredibly normal about both of them!
Rengiyuu!!:
BINGO!!!! T H EM!!!! 💖🔥🌊
Renkaza!!:
Literally so close on like four different columns lol! No kissing won’t fix them yes kissing would fix them actually you understand.
Also literally dying about “my therapist told me to stop fucking you” sjdnjdksms
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THANK YOU FOR ASKING ALSO NOT THE BINGO BOARD GIVING ME IDEAS FOR THE FIC DJFDKSMKSSML
this is the randomest idea, but have you ever considered making something where starbuck is just exploring his gender withhhh his lovers IMAGINE starbuck with a dress that mary made/helped make or design for him or ahab just being really supportive of starbuck being Gender like !!! honestly idk what this is, no need to do anything about it it's not like it's a request or anything i just thought of it and felt you of all people would be interested in the idea
oh my god. OHHHH MY GOD. NONNY. ANON. MY GOOD FRIEND NONYMOUS. I am cupping your face I am jumping around like that cat gif. HELLO.
@pocketsizedquasar and I have talked. AT LENGTH about starbuck Gender bc there is soooo much there. We personally hc him as being bigender man and woman, but any Gender starbuck is beautiful and lovely 💙🏳️⚧️
In canon I don't think there's a ton of room for him to fully realize he has gender stuff going on - the man can't even fully recognize his bisexuality before Dying At Sea - but in a softer universe where the 1800s are maybe a bit kinder on everyone, where perhaps he knows and sees people who are gnc/trans, perhaps he can begin to think that maybe, maybe....
I think a Lot about Starbuck telling Mary in quiet hours of the night that he wishes he were a woman so he could stay with her and her being so gentle with him about it. waaaaaa
But bro ohhhh my god Mary making her a dress 🥺🥺🥺 that is so unbelievably soft hang on,,, starbuck trying it on and getting to feel euphoria.... Ahab telling her she looks beautiful.... both kissing him on the cheeks about it....🥺 I am so fond of this i am holding them...
also I know you said this isnt a request or anything but still pls enjoy a wip of starb trying on a dress (and ahab wearing one also for support) that im very fond of 🥺👉👈
[ID: A traditional drawing of Ahab and Starbuck standing together, wearing modern dresses. Ahab wears a bralette top piece and a long, pleated skirt over a lace up boot and his pegleg. Starbuck wears an off the shoulder, long sleeve, simple dress that ends below the knees, as well as flats. Starbuck is smiling down at the ground with a soft, bashful smile, and Ahab reaches out to touch her arm, smiling softly. End ID.]
teen wangxian gets to me so badly because so much of their casual/fluff dynamic as adults is reclaiming the time they were stolen in their youth by war and internal conflict, especially the post-canon extras and drunkji sections,, they just wanna hang out, nighthunt together and have fun as they were supposed to have done if they were allowed time to work things out