tenth doctor being somewhere drifting between genders, fully masc presenting but internally feminine and loves girls like girls do, loves boys like girls do, IS a girl on the inside in the way that the outer masculinity is completely irrelevant, there isn't really a desire to reflect much femininity on the outside because the euphoria comes from the contrast between appearance and identity, tenth doctor who has to come to terms with others seeing her relationship with rose as a heterosexual one even though it never felt that way, the tenth doctor playing along with jack harkness and his funny little flirts but when he uses masculine honorifics and phrases realising that she's seen as male to him in more than a physical sense, picking up little alien romance novels and womens gossip magazines to keep in the TARDIS for a feminine euphoria pick me up, coming to terms with this disconnect slower than time lords would tend to grasp because all of her previous bodies were also male and since she didn't want to CHANGE her body then it can't be something going on there, AND JUST TENTH DOCTOR :((( using she/her pronouns :((((( telepathy tech identifying her as female without question and it filling her with a sense of rightness,,, letting feminine mannerisms seep into her daily life and having excited little jumpy moments when that euphoria fills her up inside,,, the RELIGIOUS AREA RESTRICTED TO ONLY FEMALES LETTING THE TENTH DOCTOR IN "ITS JUST US GIRLS",,,,,,,,,,
i need to spread this vision i cannot stop thinking about it,,,
