#goddamn fic

[teashadephoenix]

guys ive been working on this reddie fix-it for two months now and it keeps spiralling off into new and confusing directions and FUCK ME i dont know which version to write

i wanna stick to my guns and write the long, angsty version. the version where Eddie isn’t sure, not just because its crazy to think that a 27-year-old crush can become a lasting relationship, but because he’s not sure of himself. his mother fucked him up good and maybe he’s not worth all the trouble Richie went through to save his life. the version where Richie has his own clusterfuck of issues to work through, and may or may not be pinning all his hopes for a happy life on Eddie and has to deal with his mountain of insecurity and self-loathing when Eddie doesn’t immediately reciprocate. the version where the Losers have to watch their idiot friends who are clearly in love with each other get it wrong over and over because neither of them knows how to be in a healthy relationship

i really want to write this version and I really don’t want to fuck it up. i know its just a fic but i want this shit to be right

[virenswife]

I'm so angry! I wasted 3 sleepless nights on this shitty Ulquihime fic to find out that he gets his heart broken in the end. This is NOT what I wanted to waste my time on.

[notenufcaffeine]

Someday I'll write something up that, ya know, is actually looking at canon.  But for now... theonesarcasticchick prompted a fic at me a week or so ago on Malia and Stiles and I wanted to go poke at the coyote.  And a shitton of feelz happened and just... oops.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1889502/chapters/4071273

[notenufcaffeine]

fic psa:

two chapters were posted tonight.  ten chapters will be posted tomorrow night if I can manage to stay away from tumblr long enough to do so.

Teh fic will be posted and a complete series by the end of the weekend, one way or another. :)

Why? BECAUSE IMMA MARATHON ALL THREE SEASONS OF SHOW IN TWO DAYS THIS WEEKEND, THAT'S WHY.

[notenufcaffeine]

So I just wrote a fic

And it's a stand alone.  And a missing scene.  And my own new headcanon on how Stiles got the key to Derek's loft.  And did I mention I wrote a fic that is entirely stand-alone?

You have no idea how proud I am of that single accomplishment.

*facepalm*

[notenufcaffeine]

*iz bored*

*posts shit*

[notenufcaffeine]

finished the latest stupid-fic-that-took-over-my-brain tonight.  Imma go edits. Maybe post. Don't let me reblog shit anymore tonight, ppl.  I got shit to dooooo.

-.-

[notenufcaffeine]

You know you've been writing too much fic when somebody reblogs a gifset that you used as a fic prompt for a WIP and you wonder if that somebody was hinting something or just likes the reblog button like tumblr was intended for.

*facepalm*