Nov 15, 2022
It seems so incredulous to me that i couldn't get you out of my mind. Out of my system. You live here like an unwanted visitor; a spectre I tried so hard to banish from my home. You've already caused so much trouble. You've already taken a lot from me and still you want for more. Do you crave my destruction? Do you wish to see me shatter into a thousand pieces a bit more? You're cruel yet my being yearns for you. It calls to you like a sin, and i ache all around. My hands are empty while your cup is filled with the crimson of my blood. I can't stop pouring everything I have in your hands. 'Take as you please' my damnable heart says. Take everything, as i am already ruined.
