My heart is aching soooo much, Christmas is almost here yet I'll never ever celebrate it the same there will always be a hole an ache so deep as wide as the Grand Canyon....the love you have for your children is crazy. And until you've went through what a mother like myself has you'll never understand this ache this pain....God I love and trust you, I just miss my baby sooooooo much.....this is unbearable 😢😢😭😢😭 to see the pain in my girl's eyes to not be able to have the right words for them to hear to see my parents grieve just like me is killing me I want to see them ok, see them not hurting this much. To see my precious momma crying so hard over Corey and deddy crying is sooooooo hard to watch...because I feel their pain, I to grieve like that...Lord I trust you, please help us with this pain....Amen 😢😢😢 #thispainconsumesme #missingmybabyboy #Godhelpusgetthroughthis #myprecioussonwowhowImissholdingyouseeingthatSWEETfaceandthatGORGEOUSsmile #mommassweetfirstborn #imissyoumoreeachday