HELP HAHDHDH My hyper awareness/hyper vigilance in READING CONSUMED ME— I’m atm trying to build up a reading habit (fuck you child self for avoiding books) and expand my vocabulary BUT HOLY SHIT THE WAY I GO ABOUT DOING SO IS FRUSTRATING. Not only do I examine sentences word for word and that I simply refuse to JUST look for context clues instead opting to look for the exact definition and reherse said definition constantly throughout the day (and oh am I fucking scared of merely regurgitating stuff) OHH BOY did it lessen my enjoyment when reading anything. Can anyone relate or have at least experienced this hyper awareness? And if you have and manged to stop this habit, please give tips? Maybe exercises? My mind’s so fcked rn.











