today, i: chatted and laughed with my parents, chatted and laughed with two of my ultimate biases victor and alex, bought some tinsel and christmas lights to give my room some color and holiday spirit, set up shop in my favorite café in goesan for the afternoon and got to read over cool friends' grad school app materials for them, had fun studying korean with friends, tried something new at lotteria for lunch, and added some words to a short story i started recently that feels incredibly important to write now at this particular moment in my life, as i am confronted again and again with the difficult questions of what it means to simultaneously seek belonging and escape. all in all, i would say today was a good day. my head these days is swirling with worries, but days like today are good for sating the anxiety, at least for a little while. as the cold settles in, i'm keeping sweaters and self-affirmations on hand. i'm doing fine, and it will be all right in the end. i hope i have some time this week to really sit with the questions of next steps, next year's goals, and most importantly, how much more money i can budget for christmas lattes in the coming weeks. ♡