#going through it lads

[alisoncooper]

i'm going to wake up a completely different person tomorrow. i Have to

[ichaserabbits]

The thing no one tells you about like growing up a weird child is that you're still gonna be that weird child in some ways both big and small for the rest of your life.

Adults around me as a kid knew I was getting bullied. They knew why too but I was a straight A student so it didn't matter, id obviously develop socially later. Unfortunately if you don't get positive social experiences with friends as a kid you miss critical social skills. And when you're already lacking in that it can make you into an adult who doesn't make friends. Like at all.

And it sucks because like I've done all the soul search and naval gazing about being the super bright kid who falls through the cracks and ends up burnt the fuck out and can't hold a job. I've done all the like therapy about how my childhood sucked ass in stupid cruel and specific ways. I'm 36 years old and I have a spouse who loves me and I'm a house spouse with time to take care of myself and that's great.

But I'm also still six years old and running after friends who never wait for me.

[catboyrightsdefender]

ludwig

[transformers-spike]

Never fucking mind, guess whose period started right during graduation

Megatron, i will find you and I will kill you for making me feel like shit for 1 week straight, then making me bleed through my pants

[postcambrian]

pro tip: exorcise your demons by doing the dishes

[hormelfoods]

yeah i'd say my mental health is overall pretty good unless i experience even a moment of adversity for any reason. if something is even minorly difficult or upsetting? oh brother.

[rawbones]

man it'd be great if things stopped hurting

[liuisi]

positive affirmations i am a writer i can write poetry i can write poetry well i can finish this poem i must not give up