#goldtinged

[sharpshoots]

          ❛   I’m  ...  I’m good. really, inej, I am.   ❜   jesper smiles that smile of his and it only falters once.     because he is good, he is!  better than he’s ever been, if he’s being honest  ...  but there’s a little voice in the back of his head that seems intent on reminding him, every day, just how much he has to   lose   now.  it’s not a bad thing to recall, of course, but some days it puts an anxiety in him that makes him need to move, makes him feel like he’s ready to crawl out of his own skin.   ❛   I mean  ...  too good.  kind of.   ❜   he reaches up to scratch at his forearm ;  it feels strange, to discuss this with someone.  but if anyone understands, it’s inej.   ❛   I’m  ...   afraid,   sometimes, that it won’t last.   ❜

@goldtinged.  sc.

[saberfought]

                   EMMA  CARSTAIRS     &    LIVIA  BLACKTHORN .     ft    @goldtinged

[ofparasol-a-blog]

“I keep losing track of everyone's names.” She'd only arrived at the LA Institute about a week before, sent after her final year of training at the Academy. And so far she was pretty sure she hadn't got any of the children's names right.

@goldtinged

[darkseen-archive]

      “HE LOOKS AT YOU A LOT. WHEN YOU’RE NOT PAYING ATTENTION.”

     cheeks   flush   red   instantly,     gaze  falling  to  her  hands  as  teeth  brush  against  her  bottom  lip.  cristina  does  not  want  to  think  about  it,  let  alone  talk  about  it  /  the  ever - growing  feelings  she  has  been  developing  for  mark.  it  is  complicated,  especially  when  kieran  is  back,  and  she  just...  she  is  not  ready  to  face  the  ramifications  of  moonlight  conversations  and  the  stares  --  because  she  knows  he  looks  at  her.  she  knows  because  she  looks  at  him  too.  however,  the  world  of  denial  is  a  lot  more  comforting  (  it  does  not  offer  risk  or  danger  or  signs  of  heartbreak.  )       ❝  no,  he  doesn’t.  you’re  wrong.  why  would  he  look  at  me?  no.  he’s  just--  he  looks  at  everything  and  everyone  because  he’s  still  adjusting.  ❞

                    @goldtinged​​​​   ft.   emma   carstairs.

[silvertinged]

❝    we need to find it before the others do .    ❞

💬   /    @goldtinged​

[jadetinged]

     forgetfulness in silence of step, having grown so use to lurking & passing through institute halls, rather than making presence easily known. he was intruding on her space, pressuring himself in closed quarters however... there was a fear that he had offended, perhaps even giving word of worry would be far too intrusive. yet months alongside children, care had began to spring, & seeing spurt of tears did nothing short but break his heart.   it reminded him of nights alone, often spent at hand of drug that consumed every last bit of life left in young shadowhunter. & even though she didn’t contain same illness, & had her own set of tragedies, he saw himself in her, more than he’d ever be able to share.

 ❛   there is no shame in feeling weak, nor showing that weakness to others.     ❜     he knew that better than any, in his last days barely considered a shadowhunter by many. it had only been a few months, he was fearful what place he held in children’s world. slowly & carefully a hand was placed on younger’s shoulder, she continuing even now to be pillar of strength. ❛   who would we be if we did not feel pain, did not express love ? no better than the demons we hunt & slay, & no different than monsters that harm ones we hold dear. i understand the want to appear strong, to hold weakness close... but never be afraid to lean on those around you, certainly now that you have those that would be honored to help lift your burdens.    ❜   // @goldtinged​ in response.

[moonwound-a]

❝           patience,       grasshopper.        good    things   comes   to   those   who   wait.           ❞

       @goldtinged​​       /    starter call.

[enforalla]

in my and @goldtinged thread someone need to stop lily and james form just start hard core making out in the middle cokeworth and scaring the muggle population there.