personal shiz, feel free to skip. content warning for syskids/age regression and relationship/polyam talk
one of the babes i see (the older guy) came over tonight, he comes over pretty frequently so he's pretty familiar with my regression/trauma/DID situation. he knew i was regressed n dealing w the syskids tonight and came over anyway (which like, green flag bc he's well aware that means his dick will NOT be getting wet), BROUGHT ME DINNER, gave me a strawberry daiquiri, watched some cartoons with me, n told me to wake him up when my movies done (he was up early today and wanted a quick nap, like 30 minutes, n cuddled into me) so he can spend more time w me when im small 👉👉👈👈 im so lucky to have the crew of poly ppl around me I do. I feel so grateful to have grown from my trauma to where I can engage with folks older than me without it being an insane trigger, and I'm so grateful I have older folks in my circles I can actually trust and who respect my boundaries. gah.
