I feel really good about myself right now cuz i got an 80 on my quiz and my prof talked to me before class started and said I did really good and was impressed im cry
wassup wassup, few quick updates (tbh mostly for myself bc if i dont unload my thoughts keep bouncin’ round my head and stuff lmao)
i finished my sound design edit!! i think its pretty decent but my teach listened to it yesterday and he said it was promising but needed better flow and stuff, but idk theres only so much i can do solely w sound, i think i fixed some bits but ????? hopefully it goes okay! im glad ive finished it off though, three days early amen
we had a really neat camera/lighting class today, it focused on colour grading and image composition which i find super fun and interesting
going back to college tomorrow to start on the paper art for the stop motion sequence in the short film, which should be pretty chill bc its just me and two friends/group members whom i love, and our meeting room is booked for 11 so ill get a small sleep in too
lowkey think that last months killer period was bc i was taking the iron supplement really consistently- i took it every single day for a while before my last period, and before that my doc explicitly asked if my cycle was short or light or anything and she said it was prob bc i wasnt getting enough iron, which makes sense bc theyve been oddly short for a year or so whereas earlier i used to get decently heavy ones?? idk anyways i fell out of habit taking my iron supplement for some reason over the last few weeks and this period is back to being v v light and like, its honestly the only variable i can think of that would cause SUCH a huge spike like that. i mean obviously im still going to take the iron supplement bc i legit get no iron from my diet (its my own fault bc i dislike greens but whatever) but i guess ill see how i go next month lol
i applied to an internship, which i mentioned earlier, and also a junior temp editing job, i doubt ill get that bc i dont have a reel but heres hoping anyways lmao
i reformatted that hard drive i got and it works okay now i think, so im slowly transferring all my movies/shows/comics onto that to use my old one as the work one, nice!
im gonna download that heist book!!!!! thanks anon i owe u one!!!! and hopefully keep reading a little with breakfast and before bed each day, i missed reading things! hopefully ill find an epub version of it w/o too much trouble, i also want to stock up on some other books too!
i feel like i never shut up about this but i love my classes this tri so much!!!!!! like ok im not mad for directing, i think my prof is really nice but the class itself drags on a lot and the assessments are a bit ??? but i think i will do okay in it overall so its fine, and besides that i love the other ones! this editing project has been tough bc of the brief itself (its 100% sound, we cant edit the vision at all and we have to piece together a narrative through the audio??) and bc the footage is a pos but i love editing so much!!!! and this camera/lighting class isnt really a subject i like but ive learnt to be assertive and i speak up in class yall and i feel a lot more confident, and ive learnt a lot too! and ofc the short film!!!!! its all just so good vibes, and i feel a lot lot lot closer to the people in my film group like we’re really good friends and im so...idk, i dont wanna say happy bc i dont think i really understand what that word really means tbh and i dont wanna say content bc its not calm easy but im just happy exclamation marks
i feel really good lately honestly, like, ive been at college more hours than ive been at home over the past two weeks and ive needed to wake up early in order to do that too, and my eyes hurt bc ive been staring at screens constantly, and im generally tired, and esp today bc its cold my body is lowkey screaming, but yall i feel so good??? rmr during break i was whining about how i hate not Doing Stuff? yeah, this is why man, i legit Thrive when im busy i love it a lot?? when im doing stuff i enjoy ofc, and lately idk ?? all the things im doing are things i enjoy, its so wild and i keep waiting for it to wear off or the mirage to fade or something and for it to all go back to being lowkey shite but holy hell i feel so good!!!
i love the holidays so much, u know all im gonna do tomorrow is try on all the cute clothes i got tonight and do my hair and makeup and sit around all dressed up just to read the odyssey and blog :))))))))
today has been so good vibes i feel so good its all sunshine and blue hair and blue nail polish and oversized mutant high school tshirt and mid sem break yay
ok yall probably thought i was exagerating how much i love summer and stuff but literally, the weather has been really warm today, just ONE day and my mood has gone up from like 43% to 87% just because of that i love summer SO MUCH
