Apr 2, 2014
Happy Birthday to me
Actually not feeling as shitty as I did on this day last year. Maybe that is because of another year of therapy and the meds... who knows? So far so good I guess. Wishing there were flowers on my desk but there is a lovely Pandora bracelet on my wrist so I should be grateful but yet why is there that constant longing to be "noticed" and "acknowledged even more"??? I hope one day this feeling goes away because it makes me feel like an egomaniac! My own mother forgot when my actual birthday was... what a shocker!!! Family is so overrated. Time to count on the people who truly love and care about me for support and encouragement to keep fighting this fight!!!!