The thing that I experienced last night was embarrassing and awkward. My schoolmate found out about my blog and he backread some of the things that I posted and it was really humiliating and the fact that some of the things that I posted here were really obvious if you know me in real life and they're personal and I only share them with my internet friends because they won't judge me and think that I'm weird. He probably knows most of my secrets now. I don't know if I should be mad or be just embarrassed and blame myself for being too open on a blogging platform on the internet. I changed my tumblr url and I don't know if I'll ever go back to my old url even though I said that it's just temporary. I guess it's also my fault, I used the username that I used a lot on my other social networking sites. He won't tell me how he found out about this blog and I don't know what I'm going to do. There's more of this story but I'm now going to practice on keeping some stuffs all to myself and my diary. I do want to start a new blog but I already had a lot of memories here after 3 years and I don't want to leave it. I'm just going to make this mistake, a new lesson learned.