The day he decided not to love me anymore.
We used to be the perfect match, everything i wanted in a person is what i found in him and he used to say that i'm better than the best, we're in a long distance kind of relationship that made everyday awfully hard and wonderful at the same time. We're consistent with our messages and calls, when you listen to the warmth of his voice you'll believe in humans flying, he always tell me everything about what happened to his day and would force me to tell me something about my day and he won't stop until i tell him DETAILED We share our favorite musics, he sing songs to me even though he's terribly out of tune and i can really see that he's trying and man! That's everything i fucking need, to see someone trying even in the smallest things. I fell for him, not for his looks because if the looks is my basis i wouldn't fall for him to begin with, starting to the fact that he's not that tall. It was good hours of messages and calls, we even sleep for just 4hours then talk for the remaining 20hours, oh God! I love sleep more than people but then i met him and i started to love someone more than sleep. I thought we'll be consistent then one day he decided not to reply with my messages, and i tried my best to pull him back i even go to their city but then he didn't show up. After few months he apologize for being a fool, but i didn't accept his love for me anymore because i know i gave my 100% to get him back but he decided to live a life without me so i know i can be okay even if okay is not a life so wonderful the way he's in it. A life with him it's pure magical, its full of music, so beautiful and i need to wake up.