Dec 14, 2017
it’s painful to lose a friend but also i should think about it this way they didn’t treat me well, they said they were on my side and then didn’t back me up, apparently they don’t understand i’ve had overwhelming thoughts of suicide for about a year. like that doesn’t apparently matter.
but it’s also like things started to get very toxic and it was stressful and i was wasting a lot of time with people who were so draining. idk i guess i’ll just focus on the friends i have who are more on the same wavelength and treat me better.
#they also made jokes that made me extremely uncomfortable and i asked them to stop and they ignored me#like i have ptsd and trauma and i'm asking you just not to go overboard thats all i did i didn't even really ask them to stop but they kept#gooooooing#making jokes about serious traumas that i've actually experienced#no gusta