#grace's excerpts

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part 2 of me in the future is not meeting anyone new because then i can create and write about characters and not have to tread around the names of people who wronged me or who i used to know

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Last night I dreamt that this cat found me while I was sitting in a dark room and followed me everywhere. He was all black with a white little mask on his face and piercing blue eyes. He was like a little shadow of mine, a little protector. He didn’t like anyone else, and hissed whenever he had to deal with other people, but smiled with his little cat eyes when it came to me. At one point in the dream, another person, the cat and I, were staring up at this large stone tower. It was the middle of the night and he was to the right of me, staring toward the top of the structure with me. The person I was with dragged me away, but when I got to a path a few yards away I realized the cat wasn’t beside me. I looked back and the tower was just a wall. A wall surrounded by cats of all different shapes and sizes. But no black cats with a white mask and blue eyes. I called out to him. The first cat that turned her head watched me, and as soon as I called out to my cat friend again she ran away. As I continued to call out to him, more and more cats ran away. I watched them and realized that I wasn’t going to see my friend again. He was gone. His name was Sparky. I’ve been thinking him all day. This is just a quick twenty minute sketch, so it’s not the best, but I liked it and the story behind it. I want to remember Sparky.

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tagged by my dude @rickdavisgoldanddiamonds​

Were you named after anyone? Yeah, both of my grandmothers. When was the last time you cried? Thursday Do you like your handwriting? I like how I write my “G”s and lowercase “y”s but other then that can’t say I do What’s your favorite lunch meal? I don’t really know. I can’t say that I eat lunch often, or breakfast. Do you have kids? Nope no thanks If you were a different person, would you be friends with you? I’d like to hope so Do you use sarcasm? Yeah, I often try and use it as a main form of humor so if I say something that I realize is too mean I can play it off as being sarcastic. I make up for it by being nice though, I swear. Do you still have your tonsils? Yes Would you bungee jump? Yeah, maybe?  What’s your favorite cereal? Cinnamon Toast Crunch  Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Depends on the shoe, but usually no. Do you think you are a strong person? Physically? No, I can barely lift a piece of louon board. Emotionally? I try my hardest. I think I am, but there can be times where my anxiety gets the best of me. What’s your favorite ice cream? Coffee or Butter Pecan. A+ What’s the first thing you notice about people? Probably their height or level of maturity What’s your least favorite physical thing about yourself? Oho the list could go on and on. Most of the things that I don’t like about myself are based off of myself as a young child, even though I know they’re not actual problems. I’m gonna go with a lighter one and say that my hair is boring. Too straight.  What color pants and shoes are you wearing right now? Black and none What are you listening to right now? Uuuh the sounds of the ICC?  If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Name wise, my name is like a light blue. Robins Egg but a tad lighter. Personality wise, probably a mustard or green. I don’t really know I just like colors. Favorite smell? Vanilla, vanilla extract, rubbing alcohol. Who was the last person you talked on the phone with? I think my great aunt or my neighbor. Favorite sport to watch? Soccer or Football, depending. I don’t watch sports on my own at all. Hair color? Blonde Eye color? Green Do you wear contacts? Nope Favorite food? Listen, ya gotta narrow it down. I can’t choose just one. Give me a category.  Scary movie or comedy? Comedy Last movie you watched? The Last Five Years. I watched it with my mom and she was upset that it was a sad movie. What color shirt are you wearing? Black Summer or winter? Winter, it’s colder. Hugs or kisses? Hugs, they’re warmer. Book you’re currently reading? Technically a book about the Holocaust for English class, but I haven’t actually. Who do you miss right now? My best friend from elementary school. It’s been a while since we’ve hung out. Her and my best friend from preschool, haven’t seen her in a year. What’s on your mousepad? Dogs! It was made by the rescue group from which we got our oldest. They had a thing where you sent in photos of your dogs and they would choose like fifteen and put them all on one that you could buy. Paco made it on. What’s the last TV program you watched? Glee What’s the best sound? I don’t really have a specific answer, but I really like that feeling where you’re just in an area that around people, but you yourself are secluded from the other people, so all the sounds of the people and everything going on around you is kind of muffled and distant. I think that’s really something, if that makes sense. Rolling Stones or The Beatles? I don’t think I’ve actually ever heard a Rolling Stones song What’s the furthest you ever traveled? Oregon Do you have a special talent? Nothing that’s really special. I’m good at art, but that’s standard.  Where were you born? Maryland. I don’t know if I was born in a hospital or not. My brother was born in a car though, and I know the spot.

Not gonna tag anyone because I’m bad at it, but if you wanna do it by all means do it and let me know so I can read about you. Coolcool :)

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I just want to sit in bed and watch old episodes of scooby doo while it rains it that too much to ask

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You know that "walk in the woods" psychologically test?? One of my friends told me to take it and now I'm c a p t i v a t e d. Like it basically called me out on how I deal with people and my relationships and I'm gonna take as many as possible tonight I'm so ready for it

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uuuhmm tf?? did y'all hear that AIRPLANE

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I eagerly await the responses to advice blogs because they're the anon abyss that I can shout into

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Where can I find good monologues?? Do they even exist? I want to be cute and funny but there are none.