things gotten out of hand. he should have known better, and yet, there they were that very morning. everything from the night before was a blur, and there was nothing that could have caused his mind to act in such behavior. only instinct. such act kept him up most of the night, thinking about all the good things they just shared and yet the consequences that could fall on them.
as soon as he felt movement, his mind snapped to reality, realizing she had woken up only to push herself away. a part of him felt bad that they had gone through this, putting her into such a mess that she did not deserve.
wait, why had he spoken that out loud ? and why ? although he felt bad, he didn’t blame her. and he wasn’t going to regret doing such a thing with her. for a moment, he stared after her as she moved to hide herself away in his bathroom. frowning, he quickly got up, not bothering to dress as she was more important than his own security.
“ Ishizu, wait . . . “ he called out, standing before the door, a hand resting upon the surface. “ That isn’t what I meant . . . “ he really wasn’t able to think clearly lately, is he ? lowering his gaze, his voice lowered. “ Please don’t think I wouldn’t want to do it again . . . I . . please Ishizu . . . “