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indie ryou bakura ( possessed by eira )

[rycubakura]

eira. alright, well, i remade the blog. it’s still in the works for theme and such but please pay no mind to it. i plan on doing a nice refresh start there. also note that i will be playing all three bakurae there, not just ryou, so there will be more options - however ryou will still be my main muse.

>> sennenring <<

[rycubakura]

eira. alright, well, i remade the blog. it’s still in the works for theme and such but please pay no mind to it. i plan on doing a nice refresh start there. also note that i will be playing all three bakurae there, not just ryou, so there will be more options - however ryou will still be my main muse.

>> sennenring <<

[rycubakura]

eira. alright, well, i remade the blog. it’s still in the works for theme and such but please pay no mind to it. i plan on doing a nice refresh start there. also note that i will be playing all three bakurae there, not just ryou, so there will be more options - however ryou will still be my main muse.

>> sennenring <<

[rycubakura]

eira. alright, well, i remade the blog. it’s still in the works for theme and such but please pay no mind to it. i plan on doing a nice refresh start there. also note that i will be playing all three bakurae there, not just ryou, so there will be more options - however ryou will still be my main muse.

>> sennenring <<

[rycubakura]

eira. alright, well, i remade the blog. it’s still in the works for theme and such but please pay no mind to it. i plan on doing a nice refresh start there. also note that i will be playing all three bakurae there, not just ryou, so there will be more options - however ryou will still be my main muse.

>> sennenring <<

[rycubakura]

eira. alright, well, i remade the blog. it’s still in the works for theme and such but please pay no mind to it. i plan on doing a nice refresh start there. also note that i will be playing all three bakurae there, not just ryou, so there will be more options - however ryou will still be my main muse.

>> sennenring <<

[rycubakura]

eira. alright, well, i remade the blog. it’s still in the works for theme and such but please pay no mind to it. i plan on doing a nice refresh start there. also note that i will be playing all three bakurae there, not just ryou, so there will be more options - however ryou will still be my main muse.

>> sennenring <<

[rycubakura]

eira. alright, well, i remade the blog. it’s still in the works for theme and such but please pay no mind to it. i plan on doing a nice refresh start there. also note that i will be playing all three bakurae there, not just ryou, so there will be more options - however ryou will still be my main muse.

>> sennenring <<

[rycubakura]

eira. gah i’m so bad at keeping activity here... i really am sorry everyone. i really have been wanting to roleplay, especially since i have been seeing new roleplayers around, i just really want to... the new blog will be ready to go soon (hopefully) that way i can have a fresh start and roleplay with you lovely people again. ;;

[rycubakura]

Why do you always seem busy?

eira. so i came here and this was one of the first things i see in my inbox. i’m not sure if this is for my muse or for me, but either way, i do apologize for seeming to be quite busy lately. i am hurt that i can’t or haven’t been able to be around here on tumblr that much to roleplay despite how much of a muse i can have at times.work has been a pain (constantly having new employees that don’t know what they’re doing nor wish to listen or even bother doing it right, and managers that come and go and also like to be bitchy at times and make me bust off my ass more than what i have been doing and still get nothing in return, not even a simple compliment or anything).i have been trying to get my life worked out; meaning trying to find a new job. i have been wanting to move out for a while so i am finally going to make it a reality, which means going through my stuff and either selling it off or throwing it out, all while saving money and trying to figure out other things that might be beneficial to me in the future. overall, i have been exhausted and mostly in pain. sadly work is a huge factor right now and i have also been focusing on making sure to keep an eye on my tendinitis in my ankles so i don’t end up with broken tendons (my insurance only pays for so much and to be honest, getting hurt at work is almost my best bet in going at this point). other than that, i would get home from a long night from a graveyard shift, pass out only to wake up and repeat the process. sadly this means that my motivation to interact as much, especially to initiate the conversation goes down by a lot because of how introverted i am. again, i do apologize for seeming to be so busy as of late and i do hope that i will return someday if you guys will have me. ;;

[ofendlessstardust]

Quick PSA: Feel free to send me asks even when it doesn’t seem like I’m on

Because:

I am a serial lurker. Seriously, I may be around, even if it seems like I’m not on

Even if I am not on, I will get to your asks asap, AND getting your asks always makes me happy

Seriously, coming back to tumblr with a little number next to my inbox is a great feeling

Thank you

[rycubakura]

Smooches.

     “Well, good evening, Atem. It’s good to see you again.” He gives the monarch a light peck on the cheek.

[rycubakura]

Weren’t you young when she died? A child. Hell, most would still consider you a child. How can you be so tough on yourself?

     “I had to grow up faster than when I was suppose to. My father was always away and my mother had grown ill when I was younger. Though she was capable of doing some things, I stepped up and did my best to help her around the house. I even promised that I would take great care of Amane from the moment she was born. That promise... meant so much to me as it had meant that my mother would be more at ease. So...” A sigh, turning away. “... do I really have to explain the rest...?”

[rycubakura]

Are you always so negative? Like you’re too hard on yourself. Sure, Your sister is dead, maybe in another universe she’s going through the same shit you are. Have you ever thought of that possibility? Where timelines split?

     He flinched from the comment, brow twitching. “Then if that possibility is true, then I will still feel like I failed to let her have a good life. I wouldn’t want her to go through the shit that I went through. Don’t you ever think that. I would do anything to let her have all the happiness that she deserves, even if that meant sacrificing my life just to take away any negativity from her. Do not think that I haven’t thought about the possibility if our roles were switched if she would have to deal with the Millennium Ring or not. Just...” That was when he stopped himself, avoiding from becoming annoyed.     “Just leave me alone...”

[rycubakura]

Wouldn’t Amane be so sad to see you pining over the life you think she should’ve had instead of making the best of yours and living for the both of you?

     “Perhaps, but...” there was a brief pause to let out a heavy sigh, shaking his head while focusing his mind on his response. “I failed to protect her as an older brother. She could have still be here, living and breathing, and more importantly, enjoying her life herself... Believe me when I say that I want to live out my life the best I can for us, but it’s hard when I can still think that she could have had a good life if it weren’t for me...”

[rycubakura]

Are you sure it’s impossible to bring her back? Even as a spirit of some sort?

     “A spirit is... not quite the same... not when you’re comparing to bringing back to life within a body. If I wish for her to return as a spirit, let alone get into contact with her as a spirit, then no... it wouldn’t be impossible. But to bring her back to life in the flesh... No.”

[rycubakura]

Have you ever tried building a humunculi? To bring Amane back?

     “That... is impossible.” Was it? “I... I couldn’t do that... that isn’t natural... No matter... No matter how much I would want to bring her back...” Despite his words, deep down he wondered if it could actually be possible. Anything to give his little sister her life that she deserves.