I've been through a lot I'm still going a lot God pray for me we use to be the band of brother now we rock shit change same people that's with you right now gone turn they back on you just watch and I had to learn way every time I see my past my heart break -- What you know about staying up until 4am Cause your girl have a brain tumor and you have to make sure she takes her pill And you feeling helpless cause you can't get to her when she needs you the most I lost my god mother at 5 I think she left with my soul I came up hella poor so I'm not judging nobody 19 momma kicked me out Cause I was acting a fool I had nowhere to go so I would sleep in subways but you would never cause I would smile even when I was hurt sometimes I feel like god don't like me guess I'm just in my feelings I feel the devil all time he wanna block my celling I worked so hard and still I feel like I ain't getting nowhere on top of that these chest pains got me basing for air -----______________----------_____ thinking about recording this shit I just might cause I feel like it #music #nochill #petty #relationshipgoals or #relationshipproblems #problems #goals #grassaintgreenerchallenge @chrisbrownofficial shit had me in deep thoughts #fight #onway