life so far
I’ve had friends, they've been and gone at their own pace
Lovers came through quick and vanished without a trace
Some lovers left some lovers stayed
Some lovers stayed because they were afraid.
See, some of us fear being alone
My biggest fear is falling and never have flown.
Falling into a pit of empty aloneness
I hope to fly one of these days and finally make some progress.
I’m tired of putting all my eggs in one basket
See, I wear my heart on my sleeve so I guess I kinda ask for it.
I’m tired of falling, I just want to soar
I want to fly free, open my lungs and roar.
That deep burning flame just wants love and understanding
They all care for for fancy this and that, al about the branding.
We live this life day in, day out
Everyone wants to follow thinnest guy, right on his route.
I want to be my own person, free and at peace.
I’m tired of mental battles, leave me be please.
I don’t wish to be at war within the workings of my own mind,
I just want the pain to stop, I wish I could rewind.
The friendships I had once were connections of joy and trust
I neglected them though, so naturally they would rust.
If I could turn back the tables I would do things different
I can't though, its hard but I’ll make do with it.
I miss the life I once lived but I’m proud of the life I live today.
I’m happy to be alive quite honestly, waiting to see tomorrow and the next day.
So much life ahead of me it’s hard to turn away and run
I just wish there were times were hard times weren't hard and more fun haha
