Summer ended, but I'm still here. - Holly
Hello everyone, it's me, Holly! I don't know how many of you are still here, but... wow. Things have been a wild ride since I last took a look back at this project and blog, and I wanted to say I am kind of...maybe looking to revive it?
I'm embarrassed to admit, but I've only had one job, my first job ever, for only 7 months and it turned out to be a very toxic environment- and I couldn't mentally, physically or emotionally keep up.
I feel like Stan Pines a lot, good for nothin, I know that's not true, but I can relate so much to Stan.
Anyways I've seen many mental health professionals, and they tell me that I'll probably never be able to hold down a regular 9-5 job. They tell me I have one of the worst cases of Generalized Anxiety disorders they've ever seen.
It's been so horrible that it's landed me in the hospital many times.
But I'm starting to get into therapy, and going to get the things needed to apply for disability and I sort of have a small farm going now with chickens and rabbits.
Hoping to add ducks soon as well. So hopefully the disability money and the small bit of money I make off of farm produce will be enough to keep me afloat.
I'm starting to get back into my Gravity Falls obsession again, and really miss the thrill I got thinking of this passion project~
Anyways, if any of you are still here, and are still at all interest in this project- please shoot me a DM!
- Warm regards, Holly.
