[A sannyasin says: I feel the six months in the West have made much difference. I feel like I know what I have to do -- get over my fear and enter into relationships, be with people, trust myself.]
You say that you would like to trust yourself, and you say that you would like to drop fear. You say that you would like to move into relationships with people -- but they are all contradictory. If you really want to trust yourself, you have to trust your fear too. If you say, 'I have to drop this fear,' you have started mistrusting yourself. The fear is coming from your own being; it is not coming from any outer shore. It is your fear... it is you.
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