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[spunloki]

This shit feeling: Day 4

So here it is, day 4 of this seemingly infinite emotional breakdown. The only thing I've managed to do these past few days is feel like shit. I'm literally having to tell myself to stop getting upset while fighting off tears.

I lack motivation now. Seriously. I had such drive. Anything was possible. Now it's like "what's the point?"

There is none.

Not feeling like this. I can aspire all I want, what's guaranteeing I won't end up like this again?

I hate this. This counterproductive cycle.