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[greydair]

【  “𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬, 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐭.”

                          “𝘩𝘦𝘺, 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪'𝘮 𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘧-𝘥𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭.”

“𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟-𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐭, 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐮𝐭 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞. 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧.”  】

[cymamoremocha]

Kansas

Supernatural Poetry Challenge “Songs” | me vs. @greydair

Prompt: “Carry On Wayward Son” by Kansas

Pairings: None

Tags: language, mentions of death & violence

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Sam hated Kansas But what’s in a name? Everything. Everything about the name Dad, Mom, the bunker, the band, The fire, Everything about them. He hated how No matter how quick a draw, Despite the ease of his fingers Behind a blade, Behind a bullet, Behind her neck, He was never quick enough To jam the radio buttons fast enough To get those Fucking Voices Out. It was like 5 songs all at once Preening and wailing and sighing To the redness and the rage And the blinding static dying Behind his eyelids And the dirty, Broken Skin Itching at his knuckles. But beside him, Dean just sang along. He preened and he wailed along, He sighed at the silence. He fixed the static on the dial. Pushed in and punched out Tape after tape, Like sounds could soothe his beaten brow. Sam hated Kansas. Hated the roads they promised. Hated the miles and fathers they forgave. Hated the mothers they slew. Hated the words he wouldn’t sing to. As they punched in and pushed out Every crevice of his deep, black heart. Rattled every surface Of this deep, black car. He hated them. Carry On, “I’m not your son,” There’ll be Peace, “I’ve never known one,” Lay your weary head “I’m so tired, Dean.”

Don’t you cry no more.

[malec-is-my-drug]

Somewhere there is a universe in which we are together. We just happen to live in a different one.

[malec-is-my-drug]

I've never seen the stars in your eyes, Matt. Or the world. I'm not human, I can't love like humans do. But I've been to Hell and back for you and I would do it again in a heartbeat. And if it doesn't mean anything to you, then I'm sorry, but... That's all I have for now.