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[chokedonhisrage]

hello! i saw your post about the new song, and i thought you might be interested in hearing that the rwby subreddit has potentially figured out all of the lyrics - /r/RWBY/5kgzpb

ah, i did see those! i’m comparing them to mine and it’s helping me a little, though it seems like a lot of theirs are very different from the ones i swear i’m hearing... hmmm. i hope miles frees us from this pain soon rip

[chokedonhisrage]

Hi ryan!!! I haven't talked to you in a really long time but we used to rp together & I just remembered you had a personal so I looked it up on your old blog and I hope you are doing okay 💕

aa aaa oh gosh hello !! i hope you’re doing well too !!! we should talk sometime off-anon maybe !!!!

[chokedonhisrage]

Hey, I was wondering something. I had gender dyshoria and body anxiety the other day, I was wondering if you could help me with a distraction technique.

oh gosh ! well. i’m definitely not the expert on this. .. but i’ll try very hard!

one type of thing to do is to think about positive stuff. if there’s anything you like about your body (hopefully there’s something!!), focus on that. think about how that part makes you super happy! even if it’s just your nose, your eyes, your fingers, your cheeks. anything.

you can also try to think about your body in a different way, like reminding yourself that, as important as a body is, it doesn’t define you. you can still be super cute or handsome or beautiful without “conventionally attractive” means !! i’m v chubby myself but i adore my eyes and lips and thighs, but i think i’m pretty darn cute regardless, esp. in personality!

other times, just enjoying content you like (youtube videos, music, television/movies) can help distract. repeating positive self-talk thoughts, talking to a friend about how you feel.. . things like that.

gender-wise is a lot harder. you want your body to reflect what’s inside and it can be very upsetting when it doesn’t. it’s hard to recommend specific things for that, for everyone has their on method. for dfab trans folks, binding can help; for dmab trans folks, tucking and/or prosthetic breasts can help. a great support system is key!! and i’ll be the first in line to support you !!!

i’m sorry if this wasn’t helpful. aa a a i’m no good at this! but i hope you feel better soon !!

[chokedonhisrage]

same anon. the thing with ray was that they "tried" to make streaming not compete with they content and made it part of his job, but we saw he didn't like the restrictions and left. as for meg, we don't know facts, just speculation. i personally don't think she was fired, just offered a choice between RT and cosplay/modeling. she chose that latter.

she said that rt made a decision tho,. idk. it just feels so sketchy and uncool. but i suppose you’re right– at the same time, i understand it’s a messy business place to be, so i get it. partially. most of me is just angry bc i know how much meg loves RT, and this feels unfair to her.

i met her and she’s so sweet and i know how much she loves RT and the fans so it’s like. eugh.

that’s a good word for all of this tbh. eugh. i just wish this could somehow be a sick joke and everything just work out.

[chokedonhisrage]

When's the last time you were on Shamchat?

oh gosh, probably, like-- mooonths ago. it’s been ages. i think i might’ve gotten on there and talked to a napstablook within the past threeish months, during a random frisk day? but i think i only talked to that singular blooky and then left..

why do you ask? o:

[chokedonhisrage]

hey for that post you reblogged abt the lgbt rt/ah ppl , where did you see that lindsay was bi? i mean its awesome if she is but ive never heard that before?

aaa crap i’m totally blanking,, i Know she’s said it before i just cannot for the life of me recall exactly where im really sorry !

[chokedonhisrage]

Maybe you shouldn't call people who think a different theory about a fictional show stupid. Kinda mean

oh no,, i was kinda mean.. . call the Police.. .. .

arrest me… for being.. a M e a n i e .. .…… TIME OUT FOR M E … .

[chokedonhisrage]

to me it did seem to be a pretty gross joke; I have trouble getting jokes because I am mentally ill, so I asked my S.O. to watch the video and confirm because they don't watch Funhaus I figured they'd be a proper neutral party. they said that the joke was "in very poor taste", but that it sounded more like they were joking about the tendency for indie games to use extreme tragedy, like cancer, as a plot device rather than actually joking about cancer kids. just a p.o.v. I thought I'd share.

right, i completely understand this.

it’s just that the girl and her father are based on the lead developer & his daughter (i believe?) so the cancer isn’t really a plot device, it’s meant to be inspiring based on a true story and a daughter’s love despite her illness etc.. i believe at least

so perhaps they just didn’t understand that, perhaps they really just meant to talk about the tendency for people to use the tragedy, yes.. but it’s still just really gross, still in such bad taste, i agree. regardless, your point is definitely interesting and worth thinking on!

it’s good to think about it from this pov, so thank u for sharing !!