#grownrage

[azhefa-moved]

@grownrage || because reasons

         “  wonkru.  ”   brow arches up as he tilts his head, gaze lifting towards octavia from where he sits on the infirmary bed. if abby saw him without the oxygen mask she would probably spend a good solid minute SCOLDING him. but thankfully, she isn’t here. until then, we’re one clan. his words. taken, perhaps, more literal by her than he INTENDED. but her heart is in the right place. she was more generous than he would have been. he can acknowledge that. in the end, he is just grateful his people were saved. he has his doubts about his usefulness down here. it’s been over a month and he is still being forced to remain in the infirmary. seems unnecessary, yet there is little he can do for it. the healer’s word is final.  “  i know you don’t believe it, but, you can lead them. you’re a warrior. they respect that—  ”  a cough erupts, cutting off his words as his lungs PROTEST the lack of oxygen. a mutter  “  jok.  ”

[yujtombom]

@grownrage gets spirit!lincoln cause i guess i have no chill

          his spirit was always TRIKRU. but his heart belonged to her. perhaps that is why she is who he gravitates towards. he did not know it would be this literal. that some piece of him would be left to wander the earth, unseen and unheard. watching, listening, only able to observe as the world falls apart. as she falls apart. she is strong, she always has been. it’s why he LOVED her. it’s why he still does. he cannot be there to guide her but at least he can watch over her. he can see the moments she hides from everyone else, he can see octavia when everyone else only sees blodreina. 

even if she never sees him. 

he stands in the middle of her chambers, something in him ACHING as he watches her. she is alone. it didn’t start out that way. but it’s how it has ended up. is that the price of being a leader?  lips press together into a displeased frown, grieved at how USELESS this form of his is.  “  i wish you didn’t have to do this alone. ai bluma.  ”  

[azhefa-moved]

@grownrage <3

         “  you okay?  ”   gaze narrows as he INSPECTS octavia. it has grown harder over the years to read her. she has learned to hide so much. something he is all too familiar with. but her eyes. her eyes are always clear to him. he has suggestions, opinions, question...but so does everyone else right now. she doesn’t need someone else coming and placing pressure on already weighed down shoulders. if he is honest, he doesn’t EXPECT her to answer him truthfully. but it’s worth a shot. he remembers how strong the bond was between her and her brother. to see it so strained now...he also knows what that feels like.