Mar 13, 2019
Why care?
Seriously. One guy I check on when I hear the police going to his building. He's not home which probably means he just got off of her. They can fuck themselves.
The other one I text when I hear sirens soon after he leaves the house. I'm pretty sure in the year we've been screaming at each other (between his threats of suicide) he's never once texted me during the day to make sure I even got to work.
Why am I doing this? Why do I love them? When am I good enough? When does my penance end?
