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Sometimes drunk makes you stupid. Sometimes it makes you real.

If you're measuring how much you love someone by how much it hurts, you're doing it wrong.

He complains about our relationship like you complain about the weather. Urgency without a plan. A decisive resolution to do "something".

#depression #badrelationships #why am i like this

Yesterday I gave up and said I'd try. I can't live with his pain anymore. At least one of us should be "happy".

#depression #badrelationships #fail

He hung out with me for an hour and a half yesterday. It felt so good. A bright spot in my day. Today I realized it's because she wasn't around. I don't want my life back anymore. I want a new one.

#depression #badrelationships #why am i like this

He's home. He's been home since yesterday I think. There was time for a work email. No time for me. All I wanted was not to be forgotten.

#badrelationship #depression #why am i like this

#badrelationships #depression

He's been gone since Thursday. Still no texts. I can pretend he has no service only as long a She doesn't text her friends. They used to be my friends too.

#badrelationships #depression #I'm disintegrating

We keep saying we're trying but no one's doing anything.

Saturday

Saturday he said we'd put the house on the market Monday. 7 hours later we gave up fighting for the day. Why can't he just hate me?

#badrelationships #depression #stoplovingme

#badrelationships #depression #tritebuttrue

Don’t Cling to a Mistake Just Because You Spent a lot of Time Making it.

#clingingtomymistakes #badrelationships #depression

Sleep is just death without the commitment.

#depression #badrelationships #emotional exhaustion

Why care?

Seriously. One guy I check on when I hear the police going to his building. He's not home which probably means he just got off of her. They can fuck themselves.

The other one I text when I hear sirens soon after he leaves the house. I'm pretty sure in the year we've been screaming at each other (between his threats of suicide) he's never once texted me during the day to make sure I even got to work.

Why am I doing this? Why do I love them? When am I good enough? When does my penance end?

#grownupangst #badrelationships

Monday.

Absolutely everything changes Monday.

#idontwanttoberight

Please please please don't let him have anything planned for tomorrow. I don't think I can bear it.

#stoplovingme

As the years went by we accepted less and less from each other.

Me, right now

#emoaf

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