#gttt

[oonajaeadira]

So I’ve finally reread GTTT3 without bursting into tears (the world is, a fucking mess my god)

So now I can think it over and I have I gotta ask

What was it like for Patrico between the end of their last session and him finally texting?

Cause Pres obviously went through the post-rejection/breakup(?) spiral of numb, to sobbing, to “I DONT NEED A MAN!!!”, to more sobbing, to contemplating purchasing a designer vibe because she deserves and can afford it, to wanting to leave an emotionally wrought text (but couldn’t because Patrico already closed her account thank god, the embarrassment isn’t even really second hand and it burns)

And like, I know that man was messed up about it, he never dented loving her. I think his freak out was less external(? Prob the best word) like he bottled it up but when he was alone he roo rated and replayed the scene in his head and constantly asked himself if it was really the right choice and just… UGH!!!

(what started as a fun little kinktober prompt has got me screaming into my pillow like a teenage girl in an early 2000s teen comedy)

Hello, friend. <3

This is a dang good ask. As to what he was going through over that weekend...I sort of answer that in passing with the first of the Kiss and Tell sessions here. But just know that there was just as much agonizing if not more so on his part, because he does care for her, she's special to him, and he wants her. But he's also got a side of him that feels the duty of care, knows what she's been through, has been led to believe he's not good for her or anyone, and has been teetering on the denial highwire for a while now.

Scream away, sir. Get it all out into your my little pony pillow. These two are turning a corner now...

(gif by a7estrellas)

[gthlrs]

icons <3

[oonajaeadira]

Hello! I'm not a regular tumblr user, but I came to your account via a rec on the Pedro Pascal Reddit (someone posted gifs of Pedro getting knots out of his shoulders and in the comments your PATS fics were recced!). These are incredibly sensual, intense, and hot. Beyond that, your writing is extraordinary. Fics with such a mature vibe are rare and to be treasured. Thank you for sharing your work! I know you wrote PATS a while ago, but I was wondering if you're still open to requests?

!!!!! Oh my balls... the reality of being perceived outside of Tumbletown is certainly daunting! But I'm tickled that you like them!!!

Regarding requests, yes, kind of!

Context:I'm currently working through a February challenge, but plan to turn my attention fully to PATS again once that's done. I'm in the process of posting some journal entries for him as I work my way back through the series and get my head back in the game, and then I plan to finish up the Kiss and Tell sessions (there are about 4 more to come) and finish the whole shebang off with GTTT4.

That being said: I have a lot of asks in my box and they've all been assigned to a Kiss and Tell installment (most session installments are incorporating a mix of 4-5 asks at this point). So if you do submit an ask that's fine, just know that it might get rolled in with others.

However. Once GTTT4 is out, I will consider the story of Pats and Pres' relationship to be wrapped and solidified. Any asks that come in after that will get their own answered sessions in the context of that dynamic and Pats' commitments therein. I hope that makes sense!!!

Thank you so SO much for coming here to read my smuttiest of stories and for saying such kind things about it!!!!!

[007andretti]

Can't be worried about who ain't around bet they sitting in the same part of town telling them same stories about when I WAS around or them same stories about when they were up and I was down or the one where they got it all figured out and I'm the clown...it's who we choose to let surround that can bring us down...

I once was lost but now I'm found