* the greedy lamb
Zheng had seen the world change in the blink of an eye. It was not the work of magic, nor the messianic intervention of miracles. It was the work of man, driven by the will of man, whose relentless struggle against himself had transformed him into the new babe of the next era. And the cost of this new life came with life itself, with prayers and miseries unanswered, with virtuous desires sacrificed for an experiment of dreams. The countless pages of history written in blood of generations past were flipping before his eyes as he surveyed the city of Rome from its highest castle. In this permeating peace, Zheng could only imagine the copious sacrifices made to build this kind of world.
An entire jug, Zheng decided. Tonight, he was going to drink an entire jug of liquor for all the lives that had been offered to create the Rome of today. It deserved much more, but Zheng would have to make up in quality instead. There was no holding back. He summoned a ceramic jar of the finest brewed liquor left in his mausoleum and brought out a set for drinking. He filled one cup and left it by his side, its transparent surface aglow from the moon, and raised his own, mirroring the same effect.
"Accept this unworthy gift, o people of Rome! This old man who cannot even name himself is brazen and insolent, having come here to endanger the land and people you've fought to protect for a mighty, selfish wish! My sympathy would be words no different than a pretender's; I am bare before your judgment. However! Be the witness to this oath alongside my shameless greed: I will not lay a hand on the innocents. None, without exception, will be allowed to defile the noble sacrifice you've laid for the carnage in your time. No man or spirit - not even the Grail I seek - will make me bend over and accept anything other than this!"
He raised the cup higher and, for a moment, froze in the position. His hair whipped from the breeze in the high altitude, but the more the wind tried to chill him, the more his resolve seemed to grow and take root. Zheng took the liquor to his lips and slowly drank in his baptism.














