Sep 15, 2018
Fears... some make sense, failing, loosing my family, but I'm also TERRIFIED of clowns. I've no idea why. Always have been. I don't like being scared in person. I like to read some horror/thrillers because I can distance. But haunted houses, movies, etc. I can't do it. I suspend my disbelief so much it becomes too much for my anxiety to handle. My brain starts to imagine it truly happening. I get nightmares. I still remember the first nightmare I had. My brain holds onto that shit.
i understand. it’s incredible that you remember your first nightmare, wow!! what was it about, if you don’t mind sharing?